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4 years ago
i want to spend a year out of the hospital, without a breakdown. i want to breathe the air and not cry. i want to be alive.
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get over my eating disorder
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41 people |
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manage my Bipolar disorder
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149 people |
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not go to the hospital
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1 person |
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fall in love
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24,426 people |
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meet the dalai lama
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397 people |
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Finish Resident Evil 4
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13 people |
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improve my everyday vernacular
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1 person |
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grow my hair out
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1,677 people |
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Go to a Depeche Mode concert
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30 people |
| 10. |
redecorate my room
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414 people |
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finish my fanfic
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28 people |
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become the curator for MOMA
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2 people |
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locate the holy grail and hold it for ransom from the Catholic Church
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17 people |
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Be in an episode of Law & Order.
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6 people |
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find the perfect lipstick
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22 people |
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smoke less
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199 people |
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wake up when my alarm clock goes off
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7,515 people |
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Spend less time fooling around on the net and more time actually working
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5,506 people |
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meet angelina jolie
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195 people |
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get a masters degree
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2,959 people |
i want to spend a year out of the hospital, without a breakdown. i want to breathe the air and not cry. i want to be alive.
I’ve been suffereing from moth anorexia and bulemia since I was 10. I’m 18 now and the damage I’ve done to my body is going to kill me one day. I used to work out every single day and go to kung fu and I dropped down to 89lbs last February and right now I’m trying so hard not to do it again, even though I vomited my dinner a few days ago. It’s hard, and I’m scared, and I’m lost, but I know I cant do this. If I don’t, I’ll die.