Cuppycake




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not go to the hospital
Untitled 4 years ago

i want to spend a year out of the hospital, without a breakdown. i want to breathe the air and not cry. i want to be alive.



get over my eating disorder
Untitled 4 years ago

I’ve been suffereing from moth anorexia and bulemia since I was 10. I’m 18 now and the damage I’ve done to my body is going to kill me one day. I used to work out every single day and go to kung fu and I dropped down to 89lbs last February and right now I’m trying so hard not to do it again, even though I vomited my dinner a few days ago. It’s hard, and I’m scared, and I’m lost, but I know I cant do this. If I don’t, I’ll die.




 

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