I'm doing 20 things
i want to spend a year out of the hospital, without a breakdown. i want to breathe the air and not cry. i want to be alive.
Cuppycake's Life List
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1. get over my eating disorder
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2. manage my Bipolar disorder
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3. not go to the hospital
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4. fall in love
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5. meet the dalai lama
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6. Finish Resident Evil 4
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7. improve my everyday vernacular
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8. grow my hair out
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9. Go to a Depeche Mode concert
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10. redecorate my room
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11. finish my fanfic
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12. Spend less time fooling around on the net and more time actually working
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13. wake up when my alarm clock goes off
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14. smoke less
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15. Be in an episode of Law & Order.
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16. meet angelina jolie
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17. find the perfect lipstick
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18. get a masters degree
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19. become the curator for MOMA
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20. locate the holy grail and hold it for ransom from the Catholic Church
1 cheer16 people
Recent entries
I’ve been suffereing from moth anorexia and bulemia since I was 10. I’m 18 now and the damage I’ve done to my body is going to kill me one day. I used to work out every single day and go to kung fu and I dropped down to 89lbs last February and right now I’m trying so hard not to do it again, even though I vomited my dinner a few days ago. It’s hard, and I’m scared, and I’m lost, but I know I cant do this. If I don’t, I’ll die.
