I'm doing 40 things
Tomorrow I am signing up for the FlyLady. Even though I already know i am doomed to failure with her system as I forget to check my email on a regular basis, I dont do well with seriously structed systems like this one, hell i dont even put my shoes on most days. But I am going to try very hard to at least minimise the clutter and confusion around here. I just cant take not being able to get into my closet and find a decent pair of pants because I am too dang short to reach over the piles of junt that have landed in front of it. Never mind that I am living in too small of a house for the amount of crap I have accumulated. Never mind that I have a fear of letting go of any of it as I cant stand the thought of losing my stuff again. Once upon a time I lost everything I owned except what i could fit in the back of a pickup along with 2 dogs 2 cats, 3 kids and a deadbeat (now ex) husband who wouldnt work and got us kicked out of our house on Easter. Then he decided we didnt need even more of the stuff so he threw a bunch of it away. And no good people, as a “properly obedient and submissive Christian wife” I allowed him to tell me that I couldnt work either and had no clue how bad it was until it was the worst. So with that said… I have issue with letting go of my things, even if they serve no purpose in my life now. Its still MY stuff. Does that make sense?
DaniPerrin's Life List
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1. lose 70 pounds before Christmas
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2. save $1000 before Christmas
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3. get my things out of storage in Georgia
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4. get completely out of debt
28 people -
5. become a professional Tarot reader
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6. Fix my teeth
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7. Grow my hair out long
58 people -
8. learn to french braid
42 people -
9. get organized
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10. quit smoking
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11. reinvent myself
332 people -
12. study Kaballah
3 people -
13. get tattoos
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14. buy my house
1 entry31 people -
15. learn to bellydance
538 people -
16. become a naturopath
14 people -
17. write my memoires
2 people -
18. get rid of the clutter in my life
13 people -
19. have gorgeous abs
2 people -
20. buy an RV
37 people -
21. Play the slots in Las Vegas
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22. See Cirque du Soleil
250 people -
23. win the Lottery
3,673 people -
24. learn to garden
217 people -
25. learn to crochet
976 people -
26. own a cabin in Alaska
2 people -
27. meet every person i know from the internet
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28. viit all the major tourist attractions in the USA
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29. become a paramedic
114 people -
30. learn french
10,133 people -
31. learn Russian
2,363 people -
32. learn to sew
3,472 people -
33. See the lighting of the Christmas Tree in Rockerfeller Center
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34. open my own Holistic clinic
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35. Get my degree in Sociology
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36. get my degree in Psychology
15 people -
37. have every book I ever read in my own library
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38. travel the world
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39. Attend the Fourth of July celebration in Boston
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40. Become a vegetarian
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While at the moment coughing up the $75K it would cost to get this done is not realistic for me, I am still taking classes that I hope will one day help me get this clinic going. Right now I am studying 2 different aromatherapy classes, 3 different Herbalism clases, and Feng Shui. i am also reading the Complete Idiots Guide to Overcoming Procrastination, The Complete Idiots Guide to Reinventing Yourself, The Complete Idiots Guide to Managing Your Time, AND last but not least, The Complete Idiots Guide to Reaching Your Goals. I kid you not. Hopefully the simple language will help my tired brain figure out how to get the degrees I want so I can finally get the clinic opened before I am too old and feeble to see across the room much less see clients.
Grrrrrr.. why is that even with the patch my hubby and I just cant seem to quit. Granted we have only been on the patch for a week but you would think there would be some sort of improvement by now.
