Dani_Bird

Everyone says I should be more upset with Hannah, I am not though. Its more so that I cant trust her. I want to, but I cant. We haven’t talked in over a year now. Not really anyway. I miss her sometimes. This is being prompted by the fact that I saw her today. She was on the other side of the station while I was waiting for the train. She didn’t see me, and she was with some guy. I wanted to call out and say Hi, but I felt like I would be annoying her. She called me in February, to return my call from July, but I feel like if she really wants to talk to me, she would try calling again.
I shouldn’t make her do that though, But I’ve already given her so many chances, we have know each other since kindergarten though, we have been best friends since then, and I dont want to lose her because of phone politics.
So how many times can you forgive and forget before you have to cut that person lose? before they are just walking over you? I dont know. Maybe I should just call her one more time and see how it plays out.

I am tempted to mark this one as done. But there is something stopping me,and I dont know what it is. I dont think I can mark it off until I figure it out, maybe its not even related to this whole foot thing, maybe I am now using it as an excuse. I really hope not, I would never want to do that. Somedays it hurts like it did this time last year, other times I forget all about it, I need to find a balance I think, and once I do this will be finished. I think.

I finally got my clover! I went with a group of my friends on my 20th birthday, I only got the outline done that day though, My brother wants to be there for the coloring, so now I am waiting for a day when we are both free, this will probably be the week after next when I am on spring break from school.
OH and here! Picture!