Danielleb2010

You havent lived until youve played in the rain!! Its great fun to just let lose and live a little!! And plus rain is just great anyways!

Ok I need much stronger will power to finish my goal. Does anybody have any tips for me to help me lose 30 pounds??

Well, Ive found a way to help me cut down on it. I made a goal and a promise to the Lord to go two days without doing it, then do it that 3rd day, then 2 more days with out it. Its worked so far, but Im only working on my second 2 days. At least I have found something that actually works for me. so far. hope everyone else can tooooooo!

I love my great grandma dearly. Its just, ever since my grandma sue died, i havnt gone over to that house very often. They both lived together and I was constantly over there seeing my Grandma Sue. She was my best friend. But I have neglected great gram ever since and I know she is so lonely. She is nearly 84 and she really needs visitors. There is a 30 minute commute, but I should really find time on the weekends to go spend some time with her. I wouldnt ever want her to think I dont love her. Maybe I will go see her next week.

I really want to make a difference in this crazy world we live in. I want to witness to people about how awesome God is and I want to help protect the enviornment. I want to find a cure to cancer and really help someones life. 15 year olds can change the world you know.

For the first time I feel like im not worth God’s love. Ive done it again, ever since ive made these online goals ive just done them more. Im so stupid to just keep sinning. I REALLY WANT TO TRY, BUT I CANT! I JUST HAVE NO SELF CONTROL. I HATE MYSELF. ugh. enough being emo. im just gonna try. commit myself to God. thats what I have to do.

ok this isnt working. I figured out that when im bored, i eat. so, new rule, DONT EAT no just kidding. But seriously have more self control, when i am bored or want to eat, im just going to read or do sit ups. or just not eat. which ever.

I think worrying is right next to breathing for me. I worry about everything from whether my closest family members will get into heaven with me to the floor falling in – haha crazy I know. I need to learn how to relax, and take it one day at a time. I think every time I worry, Im just going to count to 10.

I really need to lose 30 pounds. I am going into my sophmore year in high school and I want to actually live the life of a high schooler. I want to become more active, eat healthier,and fit in more with my friends. Starting tomorrow I am eating oatmeal for lunch everyday (Im not up early enough for breakfast) and my dinners will have no seconds. Sounds easy enough to begin with. Small steps first.

Today was my last day masterbating. I know that sounds a bit foolish and that of course I will do it again, but I am going to actually try to avoid it now. And I will eventually do it again, but hopefully it will become less and less. I will set a goal to only do it 2 times a week for now, then 1, and eventually none. I want to be fully abstinent from now on. I am going to try and please the lord with my decreasing sins, and this is my first step. wish me luck!!!