Okay. When I was a kid I had horses. I could ride anywhere. I was fearless.
Now I am almost 40, I have a great horse I trained myself from a foal. When it comes to work on the ground I can get him to do anything, but i am scared when I get in the saddle.
I do ride…he is good horse. Yet i get more nervous instead of less as time passes. What happens when you get old. Where does the bravery go?
I am ashamed of myself.
Jun 09, 2005, 07:27AM PDT | 3 comments
So here I am, on line, wasting time while on line, writing about my desire to not be online waisting time. Hmmm.
I really blew it on this yesterday. Aside from my exercize….all I did was dink around the net and ebay, planning to draw, or go ride the horse.
Got nothing real done.
Bad me. I am doing better today. As soon as I write here, I am gone.
Jun 09, 2005, 07:15AM PDT | 1 comment
So…i am soon going to turn forty. I always vowed to myself that I would not allow myself to be fat AND forty at the same time.
Sadly I am going to break that vow. So here I was 230 pounds and no amount of anything was going to get me down to what I consider “not Fat” within the next 60 days.
However…I am determined to give my self a great birthday gift. I want to be under 200 pounds for the first time in several years.
So I am going to try and lose 31 pounds in 60 days. I have been at it for 3 days so far. Doing a hour of tread mill every morning, riding my horse every after noon and eating noi salt, no caffine and only small portions of fruit, veggies and steamed or broiled meat.
3 pounds so far. Yeah me.
Jun 09, 2005, 07:12AM PDT | 2 cheers | 0 comments