I'm doing 18 things
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1. write more poetry
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2. To have more friends so add me on facebook toshalovesmatthew@yahoo.com is my yahoo
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3. Heal
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4. K.F. Campbell
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5. Learn to forgive others
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6. stop dating abusive guys
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7. Trust people where i can tell them how i feel
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8. talk about my feelings
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9. be more positive
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10. be more active
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11. Not to runaway like i wish
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12. learn to forgive my family
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13. help more people out with the stuff there going through
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14. meet more people
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15. I want to get a job when i turn 16
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16. be a good daughter
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17. make more friends
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18. i want to stay with my man for a long long time:)
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How I did it
It made me
Upset 
How I did it: I started writing poetry and songs. I also talk to people about whats going on now instead or tell someone if I feel like cutting myself. I was able to talk to my friends a lot better then my counselors, but you should always open up to your counselors cause some friends are not always there for you and that's what i found out my counselor and PSR workers are here to help me not to mess around and goof off. Read how I did it…
Recent entries
My crush on you is so overwhelming
At times I wish I could tell you
But I can’t caulse I’m scared to
I wish you would talk to me
But I understand you have a reputation to keep up
The only thing I don’t understand is why looks matter
I have a really good personality
Only if you knew who I was
Then maybe you would like me
But I’m scared to be the real me
Cause I’m a girl nobody knows
But a few people do know me
But I want you to know me :)
Today is the day I lost you in a tragic death
Its been three years without you now
I still feel lost inside
I never knew I could push you to the end
You were my true love
What did I do to make you leave
I only tried to make you happy
But this day three years ago we fought
I was confused
I didn’t mean anything I said that day
I begged you not to do it
But you didn’t listen
Cause I heard the gun fire
In my head when your mom told me
Till this day I think of you
And how much I loved you
I wish you were here to protect me
And hold me
I wish I could see you one last time
Did I push you to the edge
I wish you could answer me
Love your baby girl for life and after death
Published By Natosha Paulsen
