I applied for a trial pair of bright blue contacts! They’re a free trial and it’s a coupon that I’m going to get in my mail which I’ll have to check at school tomorrow. But like, OMFG. I feel…. empowered. :D
DeathBySharpie's Life List
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1. Weigh 130 pounds or less
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2. fit everything i own into one trunk
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3. check mlia every day
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4. Get a good score on my ap concentration
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5. finish my moleskine
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6. have someone paint my entire body from head to toe
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7. Idiot-proof my picture files
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8. eat fruit loops and croissants
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9. Remember that life is not a question and therefore does not need to be answered
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10. get a new wardrobe for when i lose weight
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11. Get asked to prom
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12. Learn to type without looking at the keyboard
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13. whiten my teeth
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14. become graceful
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15. Fulfill dream of wearing Enzoani wedding dress
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16. lose virginity
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17. own a pair of grey laceless converse
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18. follow a schedule
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19. write my own novel even if it does take years
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20. get Netflix
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21. Buy more print tees, shoes, dresses, cardigans, and rings
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22. Lasik and/or colored contacts
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23. Buy myself a pentax
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24. own a clawfoot bathtub
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25. Own a Great Dane, Husky, Papillon, Flat Coated Retriever and Nova Scotia Duck Tolling Retriever
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26. graduate high school
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27. Get a Visa to work in Australia
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28. Get hair extensions and/or dye my hair
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29. get a UV tattoo when I turn 18
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30. mix a cd
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31. Buy an iphone and an Apple laptop
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32. Buy CDs: The Wombats, Gnarls Barkley, John Mayer, Owl City, & Goldfrapp
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33. Find my best friend and lover
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34. be more quiet
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35. not get a credit card
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36. Wash my Face Every Night
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37. have good posture
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38. Drink adequate amounts of water every day
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39. Become a vegetarian
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40. tell my (vegan) mom i want to become a vegetarian
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How I did it: I just sat down and deleted it. PRetty useless as I rearely have access to it anyways. Took me two weeks to REMEMBER to do it, not two weeks to let go. It took me five minutes to let go. Read how I did it…
How I did it: My photography teacher pointed out that I needed to become more humble. MY head had been growing for a while because he hadn't really been challenging us so I just thought I was the best in the class and that was enough. So it was a lose lose situation. Then I just realized this and started finding my own competition in other artists and the other students art work and levels of art (I'm in AP). I was deeply wounded by his words. In licki… Read how I did it…
How I did it: I accidentally opened it up as it was saved amongst my video files (thanks mom). The computer died whilst watching it, and a while later it crashed. I just now remembered. And decided to watch it.Started crying again... And I don't cry easily. :( This is a precursor to my becoming a vegetarian. Read how I did it…
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I told my friend that if she could find me a pair of these I would love her forever and worship her, but I donubt she’ll succeed. She took the challenge. I’m hoping, but now I have to figure out what to get her. Hmmmm…. We seem to always get each other shoes. Odd that I just noticed that. :P
I am stuck up in my art and in my thoughts. My teachers never challenge or inspire us though so its pretty easy to think I’m really good. He never shows us the competition and I see none of my classmates as competitors. Alas, none of it matters though now as I have been broken. All it really took was time for me to slow down and realize that big head has the ability to HURT people. And so now I just keep it in my head and try to act more humble. Just say thank you and smile.
