DebbyLyn22

this whole goal thing is new to me but yesterday i was so upset i had to do something to make my mind go forward and i found this goal site and my god it is what i need! people helping people for no other reason besides cheering them on. i need to move from where i live, which is on cape cod, ma. i have lived here my whole short meaningless life. ( 19 is young, i no. but time to start!)i went to florida earlier this year, and as the plane was landing in Fort Lauderdale, i looked out the window saw florida for the first time in my life and felt home. sadley, the reason i was traveling to florida (key largo) was due to the death of my grandmother, who thru no fault of my own i had little contact with of what i can rememember. one of the things my mother told me my grandmother said often was out of her three daughters, she imagined i would be the one to show up on her houseboat and say “im here”....i regret not doing that. i would bet my last dollar her and i had a lot in common. i want to be there. i dont no why and i dont how im going to make it happen. if anyone has ANY advice, anything pertaining good locations, affordable houseing, good areas. i would love it. what i have to remember is this feeling that slips in and out, this feeling of dis satisfacation. i need advice but i have determination!!