Decky

I’m €4000 in debt at the moment and gambling has a part to play in that debt. The most I’ve lost at once was €500. I stayed up all night gambling and I could have cryed at the end of it. About six months ago I moved to Dublin to try and get work. I was staying in B&Bs. On my first day down there I noticed an amusements that had roulette. Long story short I ended up staying on the streets for a few days, didn’t even ask one person or made one phonecall about a job. When I start gambling I become insane. I need help.

Read so far:

Fight Club
Invisible Monsters
Diary
Choke
Lullaby

That book is sick. It was hard to read at times but well worth it. I have Haunted aswell and apparently it’s sicker than Invisble Monsters. I cant wait!

.. the most amazing author. once you start reading his books you never want to read anything by anyone else. I love his stlye. sometimes when you read a book you think i could write a book like that. not with palahniuk. you can tell he puts alot of work into his books. everybody should read at least one palahniuk book.

I did a bungee jump a few weeks ago up in Letterkenny. I had to raise 100 euro (it was for charity). My sister and brothers did it last year and I was so jealous that I’d missed out. The weird thing is that I wasn’t nervous about it. I didn’t really think about it until I was getting strapped up.

The nerves only came when the crane started to pull the cage up. The guy said 3..2..1… bungee and I went. I didn’t hesitate but as soon as i did it my mind went beserk. The adrenaline was mental! I was on a high for the rest of the day! I would definetly recommend it to anyone who’s interested.

Next I plan to do a skydive!

Crowd surfing to the Pixies at Phoenix Park a few years back, was one of my favorite experiences and I’d recommend it to anyone.

I’d love to do a parachute jump. I’m a really adventerous kind of person. I’ve looked into different clubs and found one that is quite close and offers 6 jumps for £350. As soon as I save the money and work up the courage I’ll do it.

I’ve started paying off my debts (credit card, overdraft + loan) and as soon as I’ve got them paid off I’m going to start saving. I hope to move next year probably around March or April. I’ve been thinking about this for a while now. I’d love to have a much more outdoors kind of life and I think I would have that in australia.