Decla

I am the kind of person to get over excited by things. To get addicted and obsessed and I should accept it. After I had my little smoking phase I spent a week drinking quite heavily, then a weekend watching films continually.

I don’t know whether I should try to change my character/ feelings. I am not smoking, is that not enough? Is it unreasonable to not WANT to smoke, to not think about it? Is it harmful or innocuous to have those longings in my brain?

I’m not sure.

Reading these entries it is with relief that I notie how far I have progressed in the last few months. Instead of worrying about things I more usually think “whatever happens I’ll deal with it” and I am much kinder to myself when it comes to demands.

I still feel annoyed sometimes and think I’m underachieving. But then I remember what I want from life; time with my loved ones, to hold down a decent job, to eat good food, and to watch good films. Anything else is a bonus really.

This is not really about a webfolio, it’s mainly about using the system/ technology to keep track of and to label/ categorise my achievements and skills.

As part of this goal I would like to write a CV and a webfolio but it’s more than that really.

I want to use it with this site to get an understanding of what I can do and what I want to.