Demetra K

Dear all,im glad if found out im not the only one in this world with this problem!Last year i was studying to enter university and the anxiety was way to much for me.Since i moved i always got problems(Which they do not exist ofc!)Started with eyes,then my lower belly hurted for many months.I though i had colon cancer,ovary cancer,but checked and nothing..i got muscle jerking at nights not always though-my legs pop all the time.i was thinking about neurological problems,that i was about to stop being able to walk or to speak.I had headaches when i studied and my eye hurted from the inside and i though i had brain tumor.Few months ago i though i had breast cancer.Then the tinitus in my ears.When a syptom stoped i was feeling free and telling my self..”omg when the next is going to come?Am i cursed or something?Why all these on me?”I envy people at my age that do everything they like without thinking about these things.Im just like a 70 years old woman who is just full of problems.Now i think i got problems with my teeth and also swallowing.I want this to stop.Summer comes and i wont stay in home a whole day.Im 19 and such problems in such big range its too much.People are not that delicate.They don’t get sick from the one day to the other.Something must go wrong.So i decited today that im too tired and im not enjoying my life as i should and i want this to change.I have the full support of my family who took me to many doctors but they got tired aswell like i did.Im a healthy person,working out almost every day and not eating much fat and sugar.Every click i hear in my body worries me.I’ll do my best i swear to my self,and i also recomend you to do the same!Life goes so fast and this is the best age we got!We have to enjoy it!!!Lets try before it’s too late!!!