Demi_DE

So I think that I have found a promising lead. Unfortunately, its temporary. I’m competing with about 10 other people to be selected as one of the permanent people they will keep on after the temporary positions expire! Its a good lead though, I’ve been unemployed since 11/5. I graduate in january with my bachelors, and I want to find a job ASAP. My interview is monday. Keeping my fingers crossed!!!!

Okay, so not only did he cheat on helicia (with me, I feel so bad about that) he cheated on me with katie, and now he’s secretely having lunch dates with his very first girlfriend, veronika! what kind of game is this guy playing? I don’t understand why he always has to be with someone to be happy. He can never be his own person, its pathetic really. Its pathetic that I even care, but still. Its just disgusting the way he treats women. I think he does this because his mom left him, I have no sympathy for him. That sounds awful, but if he is going to punish everyone else instead of coming to terms that she did something terrible then he deserves it. He’s miserable deep down and he will continue to feel that way unless he takes time and finds himself. I just hate him. I hate him for what he does and who he chooses to be. Its wrong.

ugh! I seriously hate living down the street from my ex! Its terrible. I have to drive by his house sometimes, and yesterday (Sunday) I drove by and I saw HER ugly green ford focus in his drive way! ahhhh it made me so angry and hurt. This is the girl he cheated on me for months and his parents are just letting her come over and into their lives like nothing happened! Aaron and I were college sweethearts. We spent a lot of time together. Now he’s replaced me and she’s taking over all the roles I used to play. I mean, I knew it would happen at some point, its just really hard to cope when it does happen :( How can he live without regret?? It bewilders me the stuff he is able to pull off. Anyway so I was thinking about my first ex, him and I dated for 1 year and it took me about 3 months to get over him. So Aaron and I dated 2 years and 9 months so it will take me approximately 8 months to get over him. So far I’ve managed to get through 3 months, only 5 more to go!