I had found out that in November, that the touring group of Spring Awakening was going to be in California, which was the closest that it was going to be to my home in Las Vegas. I was so pumped that we were going to go and see one of my favorite musicals in the world. My mum and I had made plans to drive out to California and go see it. Unfortunately, I found out that both of the weekends that Spring Awakening was going to be in town, I have marching band competitions. And, since my mum can’t take the week-days off, I can’t go during the week.
Well, it seems like I will have to wait another year.
Oct 09, 09:42PM PDT | 0 comments
Today I realized that I won’t be able to move on until I’m ready to let go. It’s difficult for me to let go of everything at once, but starting today, I’m starting to let go of petty issues and other crap that is holding me back. There’s just that moment in time when I have to cut the final thread that I’m afraid of.
Mar 25, 07:42PM PDT | 0 comments
Lately life has been so confusing. Admiting to everything that has ever happened to me is simply, mind boggling. I don’t want to loose all those memories, but if I don’t, my life will just continue in a down-ward spiral that will eventually end in something stupid and tragic I’m afraid. Everything that has been happening is terrible. I have to just take a week or so to get away from everything that has happened to me in order to make my life much better. I’m have to move away from where I live in order to start over again. Things will remind me of my old life, but starting soon, I won’t have to be with the people over and over again.
I won’t have to worry about things anymore, but I’m beginning to wonder if starting over is actually the best thing to do.
Help?
Mar 25, 09:25AM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
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