DevinDynamite

I used to blush all the time, non-stop, at anything.
I got butterflies all the time.
As I corrupted myself I stopped.
Nothing embarasses me, nothing excites me.
Having control all the time is no fun.

I wish I had it back.
I wish I could blush again.

because there is no way I’m going to spend my whole summer like this.
He needs to understand no one likes him.
and what he gets from other people isn’t respect, it’s fear.

I just wish my throat wouldn’t close up.
I need to lay down the lines
and if it goes horribly
I need to have a place to stay for a while.

And I need to not spend my whole summer cleaning his house and hiding from him in my room.

dressed up like pirates to see Pirates 3.
The movie was lame.
But we were badass.

But the amazing part
was walking to Starbucks in the rain the next morning
Madison said she felt like Alice the vampire from Twilight.
I felt like Sara from Labyrinth in the begining.
I like life :]