Dirtyfoot

Im doing well, this is my 5th day of no suger and low fats. I’ve actually been planning out my meals and having fruit or grains for a snack and eating more chicken and fish than red meat. I’m also only drinking water or milk and the occational glass of juice. If I stick with it and really make eating healthy foods a life habit then im sure I will be seeing results soon.

I was married in a size 2 dress two years ago. I weighed 105. I’m only 5’1 so thats not to tiny. Now I’m 155 6 months after having a baby (I got up to 185 pregnant), I dont expect to go back to 105 but I do want to loose about 40-45 pounds. I made a meal plan and im working on an excercise routine. My goal is 3 months to loose it all, My annivarsery is in october. Wish me luck and I’ll do my best.

Well I did pretty good. I had oatmeal for breakfast, a salad and a chicken breast for lunch and some mashed potatoes and green beans for dinner. Much healthier for me than not eating breakfast and just snacking on junk all day. I need to start an excercise routine now and stick to my goals. I’m going to loose 40 lbs in 3 months, I know I can do it!!!

My husband and I love eachother very much and I want to express my love for him everywhere we go. lol We have 4 states down. Georgia, alabama, florida, and oklahoma. We even have “done it” over seas.

All mankind has the opportunity to never stop learning. We have a promise from god himself. He created our minds to never fill up, to never seace being cerious, to always strive for more. We can live up to our true potential, imagine the possibilitys, living and learning forever. Think of how many people spend thier whole life studying one species of animal and die not knowing the half of what there is to know. Living forever would be so fulfilling, I’ve heard people say living forever would be boring, those people have no imagination and are nothing but lazy. I’m going to learn to play the cello, swim with whales, research insects, travel the world, anything my heart desires to do or learn.

My husband and I could really use a vacation. We’re both working parents, me part time and my husband full time nights. (poor guy) Our 2 year anniversary is just around the corner and It would be so awsome to get away for a while and remember what it’s like to really enjoy eachothers company, like when we were dating, when we lived and breathed for every milisecond we could be together… doing anything to stall saying our good byes, no matter how long we were together it was never enough. Ah the good old days, our life then was only for eachother, no stress, no problems. We could use a visit to the past.lol

I have a lot of work to do! For me to get back in shape I need to loose about 40 pounds and really tone up. I’m not the easiest person to motivate either. I never really had to worry about it, I was one of those people who just didn’t really gain anything. It all started when I went on the BC pills, I gained 15 pounds the first two months. Then I got up to 185 pregnant, thats a LOT considering I’m only 5’1. So now I’m still 155 five months later. I looked and felt my best at 110, and thats where I would really like to be again soon, wish me luck lol.

I had a beautifull Doberman pup, her name was tawny. She was so perfect. I had to give her up because I was working and being a new mother it was just to much, I couldn’t give her the attention she needed, and we had a damaged fence she was begining to wander off. Unfortunatly just a few weeks after I gave her up to a new family, I didn’t have to work any more. I was crushed, I had always wanted a dobe and she was the one dog I really loved. I could have made things work but I was concerned she wasn’t happy. I really really miss her and now that the baby is older and as soon as we get our fence fixed I will consider another dog.

I’ve always wanted to go skinny dipping, I’ve never been able to because anytime I’m near the water theres always a group of us, usually family. (including all my uncles and guy cousins) But now I’m married and I look forward to the day when I can shock my husband by running stark naked into the water. It would be so much fun!!!

I find that I have a hard time staying on track, something always gives. I do really good about keeping the house clean and making dinners for my husband, but I forget to do my bible reading. Then I do good at doing my bible reading and keeping up with my daughter and I don’t clean or cook much. I really want to get better at being consistant with my responsibilitys. I feel like I should be able to do it all.