DiscoBort




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  1. 1. find meaning
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  2. 2. give up sex
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give up sex
The pointlessness of sex

Before sex I think sex is good. During sex I think sex is good. After sex I realise sex is pointless. I realise I am no better off now it has happened (infact sometimes worse off) and i realise how every other instant of my life is influenced by my desire for sex. It is an activity i engage in only because I feel like I have nothign better to do. This could be related to another one of my ‘to do’s’ and that is to find meaning. How do I give up sex? Sex make me feel weak minded and feeble so maybe its a matter of becoming mentally stonger?



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The meaning of the now

What is the meaning of the present? How does one move on to the next moment in time with motivation and energy? The distant future can look so good but the immidiate future so pointless. I have found that I am simply waiting for the distant future to arrive. This seems absurd though since eventually the distant future will turn in to the immidiate future. I need motivation to achieve success in everything i do no matter how pointless it seems to be other wise my life will turn in to one giant downward spiral. I almost feel like I am to smart for my own good, instead of getting on with a simple task I instead think what is the point. If i do do it will life be any better? is there an end outcome to this task that will be of benifit? etc This might be because for me the distant future is already in place and when it arrives life will be awesome. Nothing I do till then will change what happens then. It makes it bloody hard to finish any school work. help



find meaning (read all 2 entries…)
The meaning of the now

What is the meaning of the present? How does one move on to the next moment in time with motivation and energy? The distant future can look so good but the immidiate future so pointless. I have found that I am simply waiting for the distant future to arrive. This seems absurd though since eventually the distant future will turn in to the immidiate future. I need motivation to achieve success in everything i do no matter how pointless it seems to be other wise my life will turn in to one giant downward spiral. I almost feel like I am to smart for my own good, instead of getting on with a simple task I instead think what is the point. If i do do it will life be any better? is there an end outcome to this task that will be of benifit? etc This might be because for me the distant future is already in place and when it arrives life will be awesome. Nothing I do till then will change what happens then. It makes it bloody hard to finish any school work. help




 

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