Dorothy Anlage

my dughters dad called a few weeks ago wanting to talk with her. GREAT FRO THEM I want her dad to be in the picture for her sake it even seem to be about her which is good then he wanted to see her at the NEX and I took her it even seemed almost good. Any way he had showed up to her b-party which was good for her but he calls in consistantly still. like to night he call to talk however she was in the tub still. I got hr out and ready and she call and left a message. by the time he called back she fell a sleep at 9:43pm. he apoligized to me but I am not the one who needs the apolige why dose he not see his apologe needs to be to her not me.
its like he is compleatly oblivious to whe she needs like at her part I asked him to get drinks for everone. He did not grab any water and the party was outside at 2:00pm. it stuff like thi that shows me he dosnot really care he just playing a part for looks. I am just glad I can see it for what it is.

I talked with Dominic about going to the zoo with her he told both Katelynn and I that he would see what he could do. So the day befor katelynn asked me to tell her weather or not he could come I told her to call him her self and ask. She did and he said no she was hurt and sad but did not want to talk about it. HE ASK TO TALK WITH ME PTIVATELY TO SCOD ME FOR TELLINGHER MAYBE. I told him he told her and he kept insisting that he didnt but the problem with that is the promise I made to myself that I would not tell her such things like dad may come or even he will be there unless I see him. because of that day in the mall when he did not show up to see katelynn. She cryed so hard. So I know I did not say that to her but he did. after that I told him I expect the money for the insurance for the house and he said not I said I would talk with the lawers and said go ahead he not responsible for a house he is not living in. Iasked after he said that if he wanted to talk with Katelynn and he said no 2 time and then attemped to go on to explain why and I hung up because I am not required to listen to him yell about his own lies to be forwar about what I think I think did not even cked with his chain of comed to see if it was posible because he said something about fogetting over the phone. whic I was not going to bring up . I told him I hAD FORGOTTEN CAUSE OF MY GAINSVILLE APPT and I knoew I could not go I told Katelynn as soon as I knew. He sould have called as soon as he knew at least so she was not filld with so much hope and excitment of the posibility. I cried with Katelynn. I could not be more sorry to have chose someone who oviously could hardly have chosen someone who COULD cared less for me or our children a father. i SEE HOW MUCH HE “LOVES” ME he was saing that at the end of our phone converstions but when he finds it incoveniont to love he also lask in saing so. thats not lOVE IT LUST GLAD i CAN SEE THE DIFFRENCE NOW. so on an up side I was sad and I cried. it was a good health relace of my emotions. I will pay an extra special game with her to night to help her get over it I think guess who with the animals would be nice.

I can see I am going to have to hang up the phone directly after he talk with Katelynn from now on I dont want him using her to get to me any longer.