My fiance claims that I need to learn to trust people more. Not like be gullible and believe everything a stranger says, but in a personal sense. Ever since screwing up my friendships I had with my friends from high school I have found it very hard to open up and become close with people in the area I now live in. I have several people I consider friends and yet I just can’t bring myself to trust them with my innermost secrets.
Also, the most secret of secrets, things I should be able to share with my fiance…I can’t. I just can’t bring myself to tell him.
Whether the secrets be minute or the deepest and darkest, I have trouble opening up to people now. I used to be very talkative and I used to love sharing my life with everyone around me. However, now…I seem to always talk but never actually say anything (yes, that is a quote from Doctor Who, but in this situation, it fits).
Jan 29, 01:38AM PST | 0 comments
Today I began the extensive Japanese RPG game for the XBox360, Lost Odyssey. Being 4 discs long I can only hope I can finish it (given that I’m still in the middle of completely Fable II, towards the tail end of getting all the achievements for Eternal Sonata, and casually working on the achievements for Civilization Revolution)!! _’’ Have I bitten off more than I can chew????
Jan 22, 10:57PM PST | 0 comments
...I know you can rent/buy a plot at the local park or you can ask your landlord if you can start one on the land, but still…my landlord is a scary Greek man and I know I’m already breaking the lease in at least 3 different ways (what with the 2 extra roommates, the 4 birds, and the guinea pig).
I’ve decided that I’ll start mine when I get outta college and my fiance buys us a sweet little house somewhere. sighs I used to have a garden when I was younger at the house I grew up in. I remember sneaking into the garden whenever I saw my gran heading out there because she’d usually be carrying a salt shaker. We’d go through the garden, picking ripe tomatoes and strawberries and eating them fresh from the garden.
I can’t wait to start another one…
Jan 14, 2009, 12:34AM PST | 0 comments
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