Drew85

My biggest dream.

Kinda wierd iknow

Alot of things have happened in my life to let me know that God is real. I dont think people would believe them.
I was going through hard times. I got a DWI when I was 18 years old, just out of high school. A month later I got a DUI. I went to court for the first one and got convicted. The second court date was coming up for driving left of the center, speeding, and Driving Under The Influence. The night before the court date I got down on both knees and prayed to the lord to help me drop the DUI2 charge against me. I told him I would stop drinking and stop smoking cigarettes. The next day my DUI2 was reduced to a reckless driving. I did no jail time. The night after, my brother wanted to throw me a huge party cause it got reduced. So I was on my way to the party to get drunk and celebrate. Driving. Its really dark and cold. Road is wet. All of the sudden I couldnt see anything and I missed the turn of the road. Bounced into a ditch and went off into someones yard. MUDDY AS HELL. Stuck. The people that lived there called the cops and they gave me a ticket for No insurance, Too fast for conditions, and Driving on a Suspended License. Bad luck? no not that.
A month later im up to no good. Drinking, smoking, a little drugs, and trying have a one night stand with some girl. Went to sleep that night and had a VERY REALISTIC experience. Started out I was on the edge of a cliff. The cliff collapsed and I was Falling to my death. Suddenly I am in a the clouds with people standing all around me in a Huge circle. I couldnt really recognize any of the people. But I knew them in some way. They knew me and I knew them. They were shaking there heads at me in dissapointment. I looked past them and on a raised alter was a light. but it wasnt a light. just white. Right then I started crying. And I felt it. I know it. It was the worst feeling I have ever felt in my entire life. Dread. Guilt. Unexplainable. I said “PLEASE LORD GIVE ME A SECOND CHANCE. PLEASE. GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANANCE LORD. IM SORRY”. And right then in an instance The clouds opened up from underneith me and I fell straight down. Suddenly I am awake.
I will never forget that. NEVER. I saw all of that with my own two eyes and felt every bit of it with my heart. You might think im crazy. But if it happened to you would you think it was just a dream and forget?
When I start to lose faith in the lord I remember my experiences.
Im alot better person than what i used to be but im not good person. I need to be better and I need to help other people become better christians. I never think I have much influence on other people. But I really do. I dont know why but I should use it to help others be good. When i become a better person, thats what I will do.