cant forgive myself … not now
I was careless with my mother and now she is gone. I used to go out and leave her alone, When I came back home I used to sit alone in my room. She passed away 9 months ago, I have no chance to tell her am sorry or make it up. I live in guilt and pan everyday of my life. I wonder if I will ever be able to forgive myself. I know its the only thing that holds my back. I wish there was a guide or a step by step process. Even if there was, It will have to come from inside. I wish someone can help me cuz my family isnt nor my friends. The worst is when you cant express your feelings or share it with any.
Dyke's Life List
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1. run away
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2. be financially free
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3. start a business
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4. love myself
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5. learn EFT
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6. life coach
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7. start an orphanage
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8. help people in Africa
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9. work for Unicef
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10. learn nlp
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11. forgive myself
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12. Challenge all 43ers to light a candle to help STOP child pornography at www.lightamillioncandles.com
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13. Quit my job
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14. come out
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15. the L word
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16. write a book
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17. go to ksa
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18. telekinisis
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19. learn telekinesis
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20. make a million dollars in one year
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21. make money
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22. immigrate to canada
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23. live in my own home
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24. bend spoons with my mind
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25. live an impossible love story
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26. Learn to skate board
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27. reach 55 kg
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28. Weigh 120 again
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29. have more friends
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30. sleep
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31. raise my daughter to love herself.
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How I did it
How I did it: I was thinking about this for the past 3 years, my family was against it as Im still single. It took me 2 months to make up my mind and take my baby. Its worth it, she is my world and there is nothing better than coming home to her Read how I did it…
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Its hard
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Its my pupose in life
14 months ago
everyone in my family ask me about the day I will settle down and get married. Have children of my own and make a family. I come up with all kinds of excuses.
All I know is Im the mother of all needy children. Thats my purpose in life.


