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I want to do what i want and be friends with who i want to be friends with and go out and date who i want. Not let my parents make my life up for me. Sure they think they are doing the best for me, but it feels like i’m in jail. Never being able to go outside or do anything or be friends with who i want to be friends with, i’m not a child anymore. My mom always told me not to take candy from strangers, but now since im not a child anymore why not try their candy? It could be for the better.

Well my good friend went out with this really sweet guy for 11 months. And then they broke up about a month and a half ago. She told me that she is totally over him, and i liked him for a while. Even when they broke up and before he was always nice to me. And i talked to him not too long ago and he seemed really sweet and nice and i know that he would not hurt me like others has. And i know that i can trust him, just the problem is that even though my friend says she is totally over him im worried that she wont understand.. Any advice??

Hrm, Well i been self harming for about almost 2 years now, And i have scars on my wrist. I hate having to wear a wristband because then people will ask you whats wrong? oh well we can get you help. the thing is i cannot let my parents now, because it would make it worse..Way worse. And i tried to tell someone about it before but of course they sent me to this girl, and she said you know that if you are hurting yourself, hurting others or thinking of it we have to tell your parents, As soon as those words came out of her mouth i knew i had to lie. So i did. Just to save myself.. Today it’s been a while since i did cut, but i almost did many times.. Sometimes i just go crazy because of all the pain and stress that i cant let out any other way. I cannot tell anyone because i know everyone has their own problems and telling them mine would just make it worse. I just want to stop, i tried stopping but i ended up starting to do drugs again, So i stop cutting but start doing drugs again..