It’s temporary, only a few weeks, but it looks good and gave me the ego boost I’ve been needing. Plus it’s just fun.
Eileen's Life List
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1. Tell the guy I like that I like him
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2. Be with the guy I love
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3. Fall in love
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4. Learn to play guitar
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5. Get a blue dolphin tattoo on my back
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6. Learn to read music
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7. Say what I mean
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8. Stop changing my mind
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9. Be more assertive
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10. Dance
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11. Volunteer in the Peace Corps
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12. Stop hating myself
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13. Live on the ocean
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14. Get into a college of my choice
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15. Kiss in the rain
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16. Go for a run everyday
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17. Send a postcard to Postsecret
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18. Send a message in a bottle
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19. Learn to swing dance
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20. lose my virginity
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21. go sailing
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22. play with fire
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23. Build a house
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24. Own a kinky leather outfit
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25. Sing backup for a semi-famous band
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26. Write in my diary every day
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27. Visit a nude beach
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28. Live in an apartment with a fire escape
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29. Be given a bouquet of flowers
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30. Help my sister put up the christmas tree
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31. See my extended family
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32. Complete my list of things to do this winter
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33. Become a special education teacher
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34. Never ever tell a lie
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People say he likes me, but I’d rather hear it from him. The thing is, I’m not sure I will because I don’t think he likes me. However, the only way of knowing for sure is to take the plunge, tell him how I feel.
Also, he’s been known to say that he can’t have a girlfriend because he’s so busy. Him being busy doesn’t bother me and I plan on telling him this but, I’ve seen in the past that once he says something he sticks to it. I admire that but it might not help in this situation.
I’m very afraid right now, but there’s nothing I can do. He gives me butterflies so there’s no turning back now. Most likely this will not turn out well and I’m not going to lie I’ll be devestated, but even him saying he doesn’t like me is better than never knowing.
