Electricalmonkss

This is a reoccurring fear I’ve had for the past few weeks that has been pestering me in the back of the mind. Death,the idea, seems like such a morbid and horrifying thing to go through yet EVERYBODY goes through it. I know part of it is the fear of unknown that’s also been affecting me.

I do fear it quite a bit and when I get something on my mind it’s near impossible at times to get it off. I’ve felt depressed these last couple of days and feel sick to my stomach when I think about it.

My brother passed on very early in his life and I always felt that I want to live and experience life for myself and also for my brothers memory. It would feel wonderful to one day reunite with him.

It’s reaffirming to know other people have this fear but I just want to stop these thoughts and have the time of my life.