The summer may have been the worst time to ever start my diet. I am at the same weight as before, 140. Thats ridiculous. 125 is the weight i should be. None of my pants fit, i feel like SHIT. Along with this i’m doing a colon cleanse. I need to eat grapes all day long, maybe thats what i should do. I think its kind of easier to restrict yourself like 90% of the time. Water and fruit and veggies. I think meat, coffee and alcohol need to be kicked out first. Damn its hard. Drastic measures.
Eleonaure's Life List
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1. Lose 20 pounds
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2. Eat better
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3. exercise at least three times a week
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4. find a job that makes me happy
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5. have more money
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6. live on my own
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7. speak spanish fluently
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8. get tan
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9. drink more water
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10. start painting again
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11. do a colon cleanse
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12. stop eating my fingers
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13. beat dermatillomania
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Recent entries
trying again....
23 months ago
Not for me
23 months ago
Honestly, i love the industry, but maybe modelling is not for me anymore, i am 20 now, and the 10 pounds i gained since i was modeling at 17 years old, is not just fat, its hips and boobs, woman stuff. Hate it, but i would have to seriously injure my health to be that thin at my age. Maybe i can do commercial modeling or something.!!
Going strong
23 months ago
I dont see a reason why this would end, i mean over 3 years, i have to stop worrying.:) I love you John!
