Ella20

Even though you can’t go back and change the beginning, you can start now and try to change the end. I had a crappy beginning and I want my life to be a fairy tale with a beautiful end. Why can’t I do what’s best for me instead of just sitting around and watching time pass me by, then?

Guess what? I screwed up again! But unlike the other times, I don’t feel really bad about it. Just a little. lol It’s not that I gave up on my goal or anything. I’m just glad I’ve recognized that I have a problem and I’m trying to deal with it. That’s a first step, right?
I don’t expect this to be easy and if I have to fail a couple of times to eventually be successful, then I’m willing to go through that. ;-)

Today was better than yesterday. I exercised and ate healthy food. I feel that I need to consume even less calories though. But it’s ok, i’m taking it slow..