EllaBgirl

I’ve been in love with my best friend before. So difficult to deal with it when you’re rejected by your best friend of all ppl. I’m trying to get our relationship back to normal…I’ve ruined it by telling him how I feel. He was the first person I’d ever fallen in love with. After him, I found someone who loved me, and I loved him, but he was so insecure, he had to put me down for my insecurities. Just to make himself feel better, so he knew I wouldn’t leave him. He thought if I felt bad enough about myself, I wouldn’t be able to leave him…I’m slowly gaining the confidence to do just that. Watch out! I’ll do what’s best for myself in the end. You have to take care of you, just in case those you care for have their own ajenda.

I’ve just joined, I’m not sure what this whole site is about really. However, I’d like to share with everyone I think it’s a great idea. If this is just a place where others share things about what they want to do in their life, what a wonderful idea! I guess I’ll start by filling you in on what I’d like to do. Becoming a professional dancer is the biggest dream I’ve ever let myself have. And I’ve come all the way to the UK to do it! I’ll be here scouting out other dancers, and learning from them, till I move to France for 4 1/2 months to study french. I knew this sounded like a crazy idea from the start, only sounds crazier when I think I’m actually here and doing it! It’s not a sure thing, that I’ll actually succeed in my dream. But, at least I’ll know I’ve done everything I possibly could to try. Wish me luck!