Elyse3112mander

if i neva lost it i cud av saved it for who i loved raver than some twat who used me then left me…men! dick heads! i wud av lvd my chris to be my first! x x x

alright when i first met him we really gt on i jkd around with him and he flirted and thn we didnt see each over for about a month so i see him while waiting for the bus and i keep checking him out and i didnt remember who he was and everytime i lkd i noticed he lkd away so the nxt day i saw him again and i asked him if his name was chris he said yes and then we laughed about me n him jst randomly lkin at n away constintally at each over. then we became really good friends he was my replacement of a coat he would put his arms around me and hug me for hours, he stuck up for me and then one night i admitt i fancy him and then i asked him if he fancied me and i was waiting ages and then when he finally replys he had a list of things he liked about me and explaned why he liked them, i was so chuffed. after going out for a few months we talked about sec so he and i had sex and he treated me like a princess before and after i asked him after do you still mean wot u sed to me that you love me and wont ever leave me and he said yes, he and i tried to keep our relationship a secret because of my friends they hate him and i wanted to tell but he didnt so i said fair anouth but after a while people caught us kissing ect. so we gt alot of trouble and he had alot of family problems my grandad had a stroke infront of me and was very close to death and we just gt distant untill we started arguing because of pressure bt now after a month off we have started talking and hugging and i really want him back and he wants me back i love him so much it is just nt fair that we cant get back together just yet because i went and lost his trust by telling his mate what we did when i was angry with him and he just doesn’t think he can trust me so tomorrow i am going to see him and hopefully after a while i can get him back. i just got to keep my big gobb shut! lol x x x PLEASE GIVE ME ADVICE IF U CAN I NEED HELP TO GET THE ONLY PERSON I HAVE EVER FALLEN INLOVE WITH BACK!

my tits ent flat there fucking odd as fuck i h8 it and i am on nhs to get a boob job now cz one is dd bt other is B which really sucks bt gta admitt it is funny ma bf thinks i am weird cz he can only touch my rite tit lol :P he ent figured it out bt i do wanna be mre confident n i dnt lyk avin secrets frm him it’s jst how can i tell my bf i will be getting a boob job cz there odd lol he wud still love me but his poor lil head wud hurt he wouldnt know what the heck i was on about. x x x