clear my face of acne (read all 3 entries…)

I am actually astonished by how clear my face is! I guess my goal is just about completed!

Become more articulate
speaking articulately

My speaking skills are questionable. I may be bubbly and interesting to talk to, but I appear super dingy sometimes. I am blonde, yes…I just hate looking like an idiot when I cannot explain something well. I am just fearful that it will really start to affect my job. I have just gotten a promotion and I’m scared that I will not be able to clearly communicate about certain circumstances. I am really hoping I am successful with this goal. Cheers? please! I need motivation :D

get over my math anxiety
Math anxiety :/

Whenever I have to do math while someone is waiting/watching me figure it out, it is almost an impossible task. Ever since sixth grade, I have been terribly anxious about math. It is so embarrassing to struggle with simple math problems. Now, if I am just by myself, it is a much better situation. If someone is watching me I just think “omg omg omg hurry up…I look like an idiot” Thus, my attention is focused on that instead of actually thinking logically. I just hope that I can conquer this. I REALLY hope I can.

clear my face of acne (read all 3 entries…)

My face is looking a lot better since my last post. I started going to a new dermatologist, he is simply great! Two months of being his patient, my face is blemish free (for the most part.) :]

Be a great new addition to the toys r us staff! (read all 6 entries…)

I am now being promoted to a guest service team member! I am so excited, NOW my goal is to be great guest service “manager” I am in the process of being trained right now, so it is mildly overwhelming, but I can do it :]

Be a great new addition to the toys r us staff! (read all 6 entries…)
completed my goal!

So it has been a while at toys r us, and I have gotten the hang of things pretty well. I am starting to get many sales and I am very happy about that! I honestly didn’t think I would end up being so happy at my job, but I am!

Be a great new addition to the toys r us staff! (read all 6 entries…)

OH my, I am trying. I swear. Today I nearly passed out at the register; I had to have my co-worker takeover the whole transaction for me. I felt like passing out a few other times, but I didn’t actually have to leave the register those times. I don’t know why I always feel faint. I should probably go to the doctor. Anyways, I am getting the hold of things at the cash register, but it is still complicated in some situations. I’m just telling myself it will get better.

Be a great new addition to the toys r us staff! (read all 6 entries…)
First day as a cashier

It went well, I mean everyone was nice and helpful. It is just overwhelming because I have to remember to say all these things, press all these buttons,and remember all these different reward type things. I just got off work and my back is killing me, I haven’t stood that long ever haha. Well, I guess this is my time to enter the fun land of retail. It’s not my cup of tea, but hey, at least I have a job.

fully convince myself I do not need a nose job
Day one: (Fully convince myself I do not need a nose job)

Ever since I was young, I have hated the left side of my nose. It is crooked and it looks awkward. I always take pictures on the “good side” of my face, if I don’t, I know I will become upset if I see the left side of my face. My friends say they don’t know what i’m talking about but I guess it is just me being overly critical of myself. A part of me feels like I just need to get plastic surgery, when I can afford it. Another part of me feels like if I do, I am going against what god created me to be. I don’t want to be superficial, that is not who I am. I just want to feel pretty, and not worry about it. I would love to feel confident about it, but until then, I will TRY to realize that it is not as bad as I think it is.

pet a penguin (read all 2 entries…)
Pet a penguin

I guess the night I added this post, I had a dream about petting a penguin haha. I want to go to seaworld. They are just so cute and fluffy :] when the day comes, I will let y’all know. Not like you probably care or anything, but just incase :]

Be a great new addition to the toys r us staff! (read all 6 entries…)

My orientation starts tomorrow, I cannot wait to see what it is like. I am slightly nervous though, but I have faith that it will be a good day :]

Be a great new addition to the toys r us staff! (read all 6 entries…)
Day one. (Be a great new addition to the toys r us staff!)

Yesterday, I had my first job interview ever. I am now a part of the toys r us staff! I haven’t started yet, I start on Sunday. I am so excited to actually have a job and get out into the working class. I’m really hoping that I will have a great time at this job. My goal is to be one of the best employees there, so we shall see how this goes. :]

Go on a date with Rupert Grint
Day one: (Go on a date with Rupert Grint)

As much as I know that this will not happen, I would like to believe that it could. Hahaha for whatever reason, I think he is so cute. I love his personality in the Harry Potter movies. Sure, he is not Ron Weasley, but whatever. I just want to meet him so bad :D

pet a penguin (read all 2 entries…)
Day one: (Pet a penguin)

Pretty self-explanatory, but penguins are just so cute! <3

adopt a child
Day one: (Adopt a child)

I am in no hurry to do this one, but when I am a bit older I definitely want to adopt a child. It just breaks my heart that millions of children do not have a stable living environment. I want to be able to change the life of at least one. Just one may seem insignificant, but to one child, that could mean the world.

write a book
Day one. (Write a book)

Ever since I was a child, I loved to write stories. My teachers were always impressed and just ‘knew’ I was going to be an author. My so called predicted Author career has not exactly pulled through, yet. My problem is not writing per say, but finishing a story. Maybe one day I will be a famous author, if only I could finish writing the end. :]

clear my face of acne (read all 3 entries…)
Day one. (Clear my face of acne)

I have had acne for about 6 years. Sure, mostly everyone gets acne; But I have a more severe case of it. I cannot even count how many different products I have used over the years, including “natural remedies”. I went to the dermatologist 5 weeks ago, I am now taking pills and using 2 different face creams. I feel like my face is a little better, but I am still not satisfied in the least. Guess i will just have to wait it out, only time can tell.

Share a night under the stars
Day one. (Share a night under the stars)

Well, I have actually done this before, but the guy was a jerk after that night. So, I will further describe my goal as “Share a night under the stars with someone who actually cares about me”. This has always been something I wanted to do, just lay under the stars with that special someone. You find pleasure in the quiet moments, just cuddling. There is no pressure to keep a conversation going, everything is just comfortable under the stars. Hakuna matata, no worries. Just a moment that you never want to end.

find an AMAZING boyfriend
Day One. (Find an AMAZING boyfriend)

I have been single for 4 years, I am 18. I know that isn’t such a big deal, but in highschool it sure seemed like one. Not to mention, it is hard not to feel upset when all of my best friends have boyfriends. I couldn’t be happier for them, but sometimes I wonder why I “can’t” get a boyfriend. Of course, I have been through my share of jerks, moments I had mistaken for love, sleepless nights,tears and butterflies. I would love to know what love really is, as opposed to just being led on by a guy. I cannot wait until I find that special someone. When I do, I will make him the happiest person in the world, as long as he will do the same for me. Hopefully progress occurs before I am a single old woman with 83295 cats :]



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