I want to play my violin, join an orchestra, play the piano, learn to sing, sing with my dad’s band in front of an audience. This has been missing from my life for so long and I can’t wait to get it back!
Emma123's Life List
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1. make more friends in London
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2. reach my goal weight and stick to it
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3. become fluent in French
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4. do things without rushing
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5. be more mature
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6. drink more water
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7. find out my friends and familys' birthdays
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8. relearn my basic grammar
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9. be sexier
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10. do more cultural things
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11. appreciate those around me
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12. find out how much I need for a house deposit and start saving!
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13. fill my ipod with music
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14. keep up my history of art
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15. have integrity
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16. stop guilt tripping people
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17. have multiple streams of passive income
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18. go to the movies more often
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19. Get music back into my life
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20. Finish reading the books I bought
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21. Be worldly
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22. Cook with aduki beans
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23. Research into natural ways of dealing with pmt
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24. Learn to play the music from Amelie on the piano
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25. Visit art galleries more
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26. Dress up more often
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27. Meet for coffee with my friends a la Sex and the City
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28. Be more like Amelie
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29. identify 100 things that make me happy.
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30. Not be late for everything
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31. Go to bed earlier
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32. Be a better friend
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33. Find IT courses and present them to my boss
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The funny thing is in fact, I’ve had it all along, I just couldn’t see it! After spending the weekend doing the Landmark Forum I worked out that I was just bored, that I had stopped putting in 100% and was therefore not getting 100% out of it, and even further than that, I was blaming everyone else for me not being happy! The impact of this was that I was unfulfilled, I was letting my team down, I was stressed and miserable. I even realised that my behaviour affected other people in my office and my life in a negative way in ways which I had never seen before. How awful is that?! So, I took responsibilty for my actions and spoke to my boss. I was then given new, more exciting projects to work on which have taught me more in the last 2 days than I have learnt in the last 5 months! I am happy, fulfilled, motivated and excited about the future! It is amazing!
