Emo_sk8_girl

i know i always be thinking i just want to Die now be cutting my self or something but what the heck what is going to happend when im gone what if i was going to find my soulmate the next day or in a month or somethung good happends yeah nothing never good would ever happend to me but what if it does i dont even know what the hell is going to happend in the future but i do sometimes just want to drop dead but i would hang on there for a couple years and if shit wont still happend or drama keeps falling me i might just leave but just chill and find people who care i care so much about all peoples but yeah whatever