I'm doing 41 things
* dream of a dream
1 month ago
the other night, i had a dream IN WHICH i was lucid dreaming. weird, yeah? i thought it was sort of funny.
Equine's Life List
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1. be 100 pounds (lose 12!)
1 cheer1 person -
2. be desired
1 entry37 people -
3. figure skate
32 people -
4. make things better
1 cheer10 people -
5. see him again
59 people -
6. learn to skateboard
1 entry1,473 people -
7. Find People To Play Music With
2 people -
8. learn to write with my left hand
639 people -
9. spontaneously kiss someone
2 people -
10. fall devastatingly and totally in love with someone desperately and totally in love with me
247 people -
11. have a song written about me
295 people -
12. camp 2010
1 person -
13. get a job
10,510 people -
14. get my driver's license on my first try
2 people -
15. move to the country
1 cheer135 people -
16. have prettier handwritting
2 people -
17. create a small garden
1 entry . 4 cheers1 person -
18. buy a NEW car
1,502 people -
19. go to bed at 9 every night consistently
1 person -
20. record acoustic cover
1 person -
21. have a fairy tale romance
1 cheer35 people -
22. leave everything a little better than i found it
77 people -
23. kiss under the mistletoe
2 cheers72 people -
24. find myself.
1 entry . 1 cheer1,795 people -
25. send a postsecret
3 cheers113 people -
26. backhand spring on the floor.
1 person -
27. make a list of 100 things that make me happy.
4 entries . 2 cheers511 people -
28. feel beautiful.
7 cheers2,057 people -
29. stop procrastinating.
1 cheer26,957 people -
30. grow my hair out past my boobs.
1 entry . 4 cheers1 person -
31. Kiss in the rain
1 cheer14,575 people -
32. learn to play the piano and write my own music.
2 cheers1 person -
33. Start a book of quotes that inspire me
1 cheer139 people -
34. inspire someone
1,221 people -
35. write a song.
4,209 people -
36. get all A's all year.
1 entry . 2 cheers2 people -
37. lucid dream
2 entries . 2 cheers643 people -
38. write more.
1 cheer3,502 people -
39. Fall in love
1 cheer24,438 people -
40. be unforgettable
1 entry . 1 cheer192 people -
41. get a job working with horses.
8 cheers2 people
How I did it
It made me
Accomplished! 
How I did it: My dad plays acoustic guitar, so he helped me out a little bit. I also looked for the chords to songs I liked, and watched some youtube videos to help me get the hang of it. Now I know all the chords, and I can play pretty well. I really enjoy it. Read how I did it…
It made me
smile/strange sorrow 
How I did it: Before I went to bed each night, I'd pull up 43things and within two minutes or so write down the things that made me happy or smile that day. The nights I forgot to write my three things I would complete the next night along with that day. Read how I did it…
Recent entries
alongside *
2 months ago
with my grandma on my mother’s side.
i sent her a letter asking, i think she’d like that. (and the letter, too!)
i sent her the letter for grandparent’s day. it made me feel really good, because i never make her anything (which i feel horrible about now..)
and i hope to keep up with the garden from then on out.
i’m excited.
get an inch, take a mile *
2 months ago
is that how it goes?
i know i’ve been liked. i’ve had a lot of “admirers” to be honest. and yes! every time it makes me feel soooo good about myself. don’t you get a huge boost of self esteem when you find out so and so has a crush on you? yeah, it’s a great feeling. so i guess this little goal has already been achieved or completed or whatever.
but… now i’m just wanting more. oh, i sound so completely conceited right now, it’s insane! but i promise, i do not think highly of myself whatsoever. i think i’m leaving this goal up from here on because… well, to be frank, i never want to stop being desired. it’s a good feeling, and it makes me feel a TON better about myself. sort of therapeutic, in a temporary way.
and i know i’m not the only one who thinks this.
