ive never met anyone like me and never had a friend and i know there has to be someone like me so first i will find someone like me then togeter we will take over the world. to much?
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i love painting but iv never been able to use oil paint and i really want to learn so i will, got to get over the smell first
everyone in my family has a tatoo and i want one soo bad but i have a fear of needles but i will get a tatoo… oneday
i’ve been trying and failing to cry but there is someone whos letters help me cry im so greatful to them so im slowly learning to cry good luck to everyone who is learning its not easy.
im still working out who im going to learn from but im going to go see the person whos aranghing it hope it goes well.
ever since i was little i couldnt cry i dont know why but i cant but all i want to do is cry so why cant i?
ever since i was really little ive wanted to die my father abused my mother mentialy she was herdly there some nights she forgot i was even there i was 10 when it ended im 13 now i had to raise me and my sister who is now 16 i had to grow up fast and now it fucks me up my dad now has a girlfreind and i like her alot but im worryed about her i dont want to see her get hurt i love my family but they dont know me i hide myself from then i always have to be there for them always have to be happy when they get home but im sick of it i start crying for no reson sometimes i try to tell mother whats wrong but she only thinks of herself and my sister i guess thats ok atlest she loves her i want a family but i dont feel like i have one i miss what its like to be happy i want to love and be loved i guess im one of the lucky ones that dont find love in any i know there are alot of people worse off but i want to die every one has to die right? so why cant i? why not now? i guess ill never know. thank you for letting me shere good luck
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