What am i doin wrong?? iv been following all kinds of tips on hea buh i still only manage ta gag =[ =[ =[ i eat, maybe a bit more than i should, right be for i purge, cause i think mybe if i eat more there is a beter chance of me bringing sumfin up… is this even tru??? den i drink so much ggod damn water… n i hate the shit!!! so do yu think if a added a bit of cordial it would make much of a difference?? i haven even checked how many calories are in it.. den i stand up, iv also tried on my knees, buh meh.. n i stick my fingers down my throat.. all my toothbrushes are to rough =[ press this little button thing, move em bout, buh i only some up wif saliva =[ n after ten minutes im over it n stop… n iv also tried in the show, a stood straight up against the wall.. i dno if this helps either??? buh still nuffin =[ oh god im so depressed cause i jus cant do it.. so if yu think iv left anything out plz let me kno =] n oh god!! im a FUKHEAD!! i dont have the internet at home, so i come on this site at school, and i jus realized they kno evey site iom on… FUKHEAD FUKHEAD FUKHEAD!!!
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Argh!!
2 years ago
Huh?
2 years ago
yu kno when yu stick yur fingers down yur thraot.. yea? there are liky two ways to go lol… the top of my throat, or the bottom? n whea is the ‘button’ yur meant ta push lol.. x x
