Fairycherry

I hate being lonely and not having someone to hang out with me. Two out of my four closest friends live close to me but they don’t have cars. The two friends expect me to take them to places that are farther than I want to drive. I want friends who are going places with their lives. I’m 28 and I don’t really know how to make friends. I talk to people but I just talk to much and when I;m saying nothing people don’t strike a conversation with me. I’m tired of this I want someone to talk to me first and to hang out with me. I don’t have boyfriend anymore.

I really wanted to stay at home my senior year of college but my mom and I argue all the time. She owes me lots of money and once I’m out of her house I’ll be free of her. I’m looking into apartments that don’t lease for a year just in case I find a job that requires me to move.

I didn’t pass one of my summer clases and it was hard near the end. I’m waitlisted and I saved all of my note and stuff so the first half should be a breeze. The final two exams were very ard for me becuase of the math and my learning disability is in math. I didn’t cry though, which is what I would’ve done 4 months ago.

I spoke to the professor and he said there was no legit way he could bump up me grade and I said “I understand.” So I’m waitlisted for the fall bt I’ll only have one class and an internship in January.

I was going to buy myself the House M.D. DVDs if I passed all my classes and I didn’t so I’m not cheating. I will give myself and even bigger reward at the end of the fall semester when I make a “A”s and “B”s.