I'm doing 25 things
My ex-step-father is in jail for raping and molesting me. He pretty much wrecked my family life by purposely giving my mom HIV and could have passed it on to me. I hate seeing my mom so sick, and living with the fact that it could have been me as well. I hate the fact that he doesn’t feel any guilt for what he took from me… nothing at all. I don’t know how to forgive him. I feel bad because I am suing him in a civil lawsuit. I just need to forgive and forget and realize this makes me a better person… but I guess I just can’t let go.
FakingFreedom's Life List
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1. forgive him
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2. go back to church
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3. Be Confident
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4. Smile More
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5. Start A Non-Profit Organization
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6. Lose Weight
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7. Be more approachable
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8. Model Nude
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9. Take Voice Lessons
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10. get to know my co-workers
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11. Master My Diva Cup
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12. Wear More Red Lipstick
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13. dress up more
68 people -
14. stop chewing my lips
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15. stop saying stupid things
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16. Glorify and be proud of my nerdiness
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17. use my fake ID
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18. visit my best friend
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19. Get Noticed
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20. find a new job
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21. sing in a ska band
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22. stop correcting people's english when they're talking/typing to me
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23. meet shia labeouf
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24. Figure out what I want
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25. Get a Pink Vespa
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