Tbh, I’m not far at all from my ideal weight. It’s just that I’ve weighed exactly the same for almost 10 years now and I’d like to get back to that constant.
I’ve dug out my Wii Fit, pedometer, and sneakers. Now I just need to locate my will-power….
The last straw came when I learned ON FACEBOOK that one of them moved to NYC last week and didn’t even bother to tell me. Then I realized that I haven’t seen my so-called best friend since SEPTEMBER, and that this shit has been going on for so many years that it’s somehow become normal for us to not speak for months on end.
I was hospitalized for mental issues for a week in October, and I’ve seen neither of these friends since then. This is when I’ve needed them more then ever, but they haven’t been there for me at all, beyond a cursory “hope you’re okay” text after I got out.
I have one amazing friend left, and one I need to make more of an effort with. So I’m done with the other two. I have a feeling I’ll be better off for it.
-do all schoolwork on time or early
-clean my room
-go to bed and wake up early
-take care of my responsibilities for the GSA
-write at least 750 words per day