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Agent of Change

needs to get started being who she is.



I'm doing 39 things
  

Agent of Change's Life List

  2. 1. Help my Mom cope with Dad's Alzheimer's
    10 cheers     		1 person
  3. 2. Embrace my superpowers
    35 cheers     		1 person
  4. 3. Do all the things I promised I would do
    76 cheers     		1 person
  5. 4. Make a living as a writer
    66 cheers     		13 people
  6. 5. become gainfully employed in my industry
    2 entries . 56 cheers     		1 person
  7. 6. be a law unto myself
    43 cheers     		1 person
  8. 7. trust myself more
    123 cheers     		31 people
  9. 8. become a GTD ninja
    16 cheers     		1 person
  10. 9. Manage my life
    1 entry . 89 cheers     		8 people
  11. 10. Write compulsively.
    111 cheers     		1 person
  12. 11. have more money coming in than going out
    115 cheers     		5 people
  13. 12. finish my first screenplay
    9 entries . 143 cheers     		11 people
  14. 13. be worshipped as the goddess that I am
    1 entry . 98 cheers     		5 people
  15. 14. get in the best shape of my life
    4 entries . 113 cheers     		386 people
  16. 15. meditate more
    74 cheers     		587 people
  17. 16. be more mysterious
    1 entry . 44 cheers     		29 people
  18. 17. build a reputation based on my work
    3 entries . 91 cheers     		6 people
  19. 18. avoid users and saboteurs
    1 entry . 83 cheers     		2 people
  20. 19. have more resources than responsibilities
    35 cheers     		1 person
  21. 20. Spend less time fooling around on the net and more time actually working
    36 cheers     		5,511 people
  22. 21. date more men
    57 cheers     		2 people
  23. 22. Be debt free
    63 cheers     		2,035 people
  24. 23. do more yoga
    4 entries . 44 cheers     		642 people
  25. 24. work with Steven Spielberg
    2 entries . 28 cheers     		1 person
  26. 25. balance security with adventure
    47 cheers     		1 person
  27. 26. travel all over Europe
    57 cheers     		163 people
  28. 27. see more movies
    36 cheers     		196 people
  29. 28. Learn how to whistle really loud with my fingers
    39 cheers     		947 people
  30. 29. find people in L.A. to collaborate with
    1 entry . 38 cheers     		1 person
  31. 30. cook more often
    4 entries . 63 cheers     		687 people
  32. 31. Improve my French
    31 cheers     		1,353 people
  33. 32. improve my Spanish
    34 cheers     		1,045 people
  34. 33. Find a sangha
    1 entry . 21 cheers     		3 people
  35. 34. Learn to tango
    59 cheers     		1,147 people
  36. 35. Learn to love shoes.
    23 cheers     		1 person
  37. 36. Attend the Golden Globes
    1 entry . 19 cheers     		5 people
  38. 37. Use my Wii Fit daily.
    26 cheers     		14 people
  39. 38. network more with people
    3 cheers     		113 people
  40. 39. Move back to Los Angeles
    1 cheer     		8 people
Recent entries
moisturize daily
Totally worth it. 2 weeks ago

I’ve been using moisturizer on my face and around my eyes for over 25 years. I just turned 44, and still have no lines around my eyes.

I used Neutrogena products for many years, and now use Philosophy and Sephora brands. Do it!

Nov 06, 09:07AM PST | 2 cheers | 0 comments


be worshipped as the goddess that I am
Caring for my goddess-self 14 months ago

I have a new Fairy Godfather recently—two actually, but this particular one made me realize something powerful:
This Sister Goddess needs to get out of her own way.

I’ve been humble, asking permission, beating myself up. People who know me well don’t get how I don’t treat myself better, respect myself more. They see this fabulous, glorious creature who has the power to set her own world aflame. My usual habit is to say something self-deprecating here, but what if I stopped thinking like that? What if I began each day like the force of nature I want to be? What if I finished that screenplay—the story that so many people have told me they want to see in a theater, that moves them and excites them? What if I asked for the job I want and can do magnificently, instead of the job my résumé says I’m qualified for? What if I felt proud of my life, instead of feeling like I’m struggling?

I need to take better care of this goddess, make her physically stronger, get her more money, give her more interesting problems to conquer, more men to dazzle with the smile I know damned well can transform the mood of the person I aim it at.

That inner goddess is bored, numb. She needs to stretch her wings and fly. People I respect are telling me that she’s magnificent. It’s time to let her out.

Sep 06, 2008, 03:48PM PDT | 24 cheers | 10 comments


become gainfully employed in my industry (read all 2 entries…)
An S.O.S. to the 43Things folks 14 months ago

A little over a year ago I was in a desperate situation and sent out a plea for good vibes from this community. My situation turned around within a day, and I’m so grateful for that.

If it’s not too much trouble, could you folks send some light my way again? I honestly don’t know how to turn my situation around, but I’m definitely open to the sort of miracle that came my way last year.

I need a job. I love my work, and I just need a chance. Anyone who reads this, please, send me some good vibes. I need a way to earn my way back to the right direction.

Blessings to you all.

Sep 01, 2008, 08:33PM PDT | 17 cheers | 9 comments


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meet another crossdresser or transvestite to play with work at a venue read the satanic bible Live it fully STOP TURNING RED watch all law and order: svu episodes Build a Retreat Skydive plan for the future with my friends and family supergurl wants to get organised Spend wisely live each day to the fullest discover i can control others with my thoughts meditate get over someone charlie . wants to walk find my calling in life Pierce my cartilage get green colored contacts be fluent in Japanese listen to music Write more often Be less shy go back to school earn my ged get a masters degree Swim with dolphins
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