I have been going more & more places, and generally really wish I was just home.
Saturday night I attended a high school production of Beauty & the Beast with my best friend. It was an okay show, her son was cute as a fork…but boy was I glad when it was over!
Today Mom & I took Monkey to a children’s event. Monkey was over whelmed. I saw myself in him. He wanted to watch from the perimeter & after a while fled so fast for the door I barely caught up! I am just never going to like crowds and lots of noise. I like being a wall flower.
Tonight one of my best friends urged me to get out more or at least chat online more. I seriously do not know if it is worth the bother. Maybe I prefer no life? I am meditating a lot so, I am not sure that I can be outward while focusing intently inward.
I am sending mixed messages to myself!


