ForItAll




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stop thinking about suicide (read all 2 entries…)
Nothing's working... 2 years ago

I don’t even know how to start with this goal…How do you stop thinking? I’ve been struggling with this for years now and I can’t do it anymore. They’re always there in my mind, getting closer and closer to the front of the line until it’s all I can think about. Stay or get out…it feels like it’s going to drive me insane.

Mar 14, 2007, 01:25PM PDT | 1 cheer | 1 comment


leave my abuser
Untitled 2 years ago

My main abusers are my parents and my brother. I’m tired of the longs pants and sleeves, making excuses, and lying all the time. I don’t want my entire body to tense up everytime someone touches me when I’m not expecting it, or think instinctively that someones attacking me when it happens. But I don’t have anywhere to go.

Jan 09, 2007, 08:42PM PST | 5 cheers | 16 comments


Stop cutting (read all 3 entries…)
*Sigh* 2 years ago

I am so screwed. Whoever accomplished this should get a fucking medal or something. My record is like a month, and that was so hard and frustrating and then I slipped, and then for a few minutes it was all gone. I am so close to just giving up. Good luck to everyone else, I really hope your having more success than I am.

Dec 26, 2006, 09:20PM PST | 4 comments


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lose 20 pounds in 6 weeks learn how to use fruity loops Have a baby be a better driver AccomplisherAshley wants to Weigh 115 pounds. aerokinesis Have a slumber party learn evasive-defensive, or "spy" driving learn to breakdance pierce my tragus stop hating myself find elvis make my own jewelry Become clairvoyant be a superhero Exercise several times a week. blaux wants to reflect daily in a 'one sentence' journal have my own show visit a buddhist temple get a bf Make out in a library get over the death of my father Research my family tree be more social visit every continent (except antarctica- too cold) lauragrace wants to List 100 things I love about my husband. learn to type faster paint my apartment
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