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ForReals




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  2. 1. change
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  3. 2. feel safe
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  4. 3. let go
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  5. 4. let go of my fears
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  6. 5. Force myself not to isolate
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  7. 6. figure out who I am
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  8. 7. write more
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  9. 8. have conversations late into the night with fascinating people
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  10. 9. get a tattoo
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  11. 10. visit Ireland
    		2,448 people
  12. 11. own my own home
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  13. 12. be a mom
    		437 people
  14. 13. get married
    		18,558 people
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change (read all 3 entries…)
Day 6 - 4 years ago

This hasn’t been difficult…. yet. Last night, I wondered again why this change was important to me though. It is a choice. It is a choice. It is a choice. Counting the days seems to give me some sense of ‘getting it done’ but… the ‘why’ still escapes me at times. I don’t feel any different than a week ago.

Waiting for the universe to reward me I guess.

Sep 14, 2005, 06:55AM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments


change (read all 3 entries…)
Day 2 - 4 years ago

This is a choice. This is a choice. This is a choice. The rational part of me understands that change takes time, but the rest of me wants instant gratification. Where is the reward?

Sep 10, 2005, 03:44PM PDT | 0 comments


change (read all 3 entries…)
Day 1 - 4 years ago

so…. how it seems so easy one minute and then so very hard the next. Having put myself somewhere safe for this – and with my bubba to make me smile and remind me why I want this change so badly. It is a choice. It is a choice. It is a choice. Every minute of every day – for reals.

Sep 09, 2005, 05:17PM PDT | 0 comments


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