Shity day…. but no throwing up. This is the second day I haven’t and i;m really proud of myself. I was going to just now becausemy day sucked. Basketball sucked everything did. I was late in the moring got tones of home work like at least a good hour and a half and on top of it i had a game at five for basketball. well we lost bad i honestly think some people on our team don’t try its really retarded like its my first year and I can say im better than some girls on my team … oh welll theres nothing I can do we have only won once and its almost end of the season oh welll.
Forbidden95's Life List
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1. stop binge-eating
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2. overcome bulimia
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3. be comfortable with being alone
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4. stop pushing people away
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5. Isolate myself from friends and family for six months
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6. feel understood on a deep level
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7. list things that make me happy, or things I'm proud of, or positive things about myself, or stuff like that
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8. To find happiness
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Im soo proud of myself todayy
I didn’t!!!....I didn’t!!!!....I didn’t!!!!
I also met somebody who reminds me of someone I grew up with
The person I grew up with was pretty much the only boy who could make me smile I think when Im around him Im happy which is not to often. Anyways this boy iss amazing hes the kind of person who is funny and soo fun to be around. We fight alot but there cute couple fights and he always says sorry first and we hug… he honestly is the person i want to be with for the rest of my life. He dosn’t know I feel this way but i think he has mutal feelings. I think because i realize how much i like him i realize I don’t need to look a certian way because he dosn’t care and neither should I
I’ve accomplished ….. growing up before I was supposed to becoming more mature as a young adult.
