Fratey

Sure would be nice to have that happen to me – with honesty and feeling in the delivery of the song(s). Just once, some REAL romance would be ‘magically delicious’.

Here are the lyrics to this older American country song:
”
You’re my soul song my everything-I-do song
My pick-me-up-when-I’m-blue song and that’s why I sing all the time
You’re my soul song and that’s why I call you my solid-gold song
Nothing in the world can ever go wrong as long as you are mine
Never in the world have I seen anybody like you in all of my time
You give me a feel good feelin’ through and through and it’s so fine
I’m up with the sun cause I don’t wanna waste it
I love you so much I can almost taste it
I can sit still when I look up and see you comin’ I start hummin’ hmm
Cause you’re my soul song my keep-me-safe-from-all-harm song
My shelter-from-every-storm song that’s why I sing all the time
You’re my soul song my keep-me-warm-when-I’m-cold song
Nothing in the world can ever go wrong as long as you are mine
[ strings ]
You’re my soul song and that’s why I call you my solid-gold song
Nothing in the world can ever go wrong as long as you are mine
You’re my soul song my everything-that-I-do song
My pick-me-up-when-I’m-blue song and that’s why I sing all the time”...

See why I want it to be for me, and to be FOR REAL? People are so shallow anymore…where are the lovers and poets?

First time I’d met the Mom – and my possibly soon-to-be-ex-buddy’s mom, at that. Everyone ate and then left all at once, and I was the only one left there w/the Mom and her husband. We dropped off her two little nephews a few blocks away, then the Mom propositioned me. I said, “No, thanks, but I am not prepared for this (not to mention that I just came over to meet my supposed friend’s Mom, not be treated like some whore). I’m female, BTW.

I also met my so-called friend’s GF for the first time, too (yes, they are lesbians)- she was gorgeous. But, got the feeling that she didn’t like me and my “friend” being friends. I have no interest in my “friend” other than FRIENDSHIP – I don’t care if she likes men/women/donkeys/whatever. So, my so-called friend may be a “whipped” wuss on top of possibly being a pimp. This crap is just too weird to make up, and I think it sucks majorly.

The Mom was trying to just get some fast fun for her and her husband, and apparently, from what she described, I would just be the little slave wench. #1)You do NOT try to HAVE ON-DEMAND or any other kind of SEX WITH the FIRST-TIME holiday guests. #2)You do NOT get a total attitude when the person says a polite “No”. #3)You should get online and get your kicks THAT way, instead of trying to scam on your daughter’s friends, you lazy whore! There are RESOURCES for swingers, don’t be a VULTURE to your DINNER GUESTS, you cheap female!!!

So, I didn’t hear anything from my friend for 8 days after Thanksgiving. I called her, and said “Did I behave badly? (I was totally chill, because the prob didn’t lie w/me, but I was looking for a way to EASE into saying ‘Did you pimp me out to your MOM?’).” Didn’t work, I pretty much got blown off.

My supposed friend said, “No, just been busy, I’ll call you this weekend” – and I knew that was BS. When she thinks something’s important, she follows up. No call, nothing. I think I was sold out. And, that sucks. I’d been to class w/this person for two semesters, and really liked her. However, you never know how MERCENARY and cold some people can be.

Hurts my feelings. And, this, after recently dealing with Mr. Momma’s Boy. Hmmmm….the universe is loudly telling me to STAY SINGLE and keep those essential energies close to the bone.

I don’t ask for nor invite this weirdness. Makes me feel all slimy and greasy and nasty – I hate when others make me feel soiled because THEY are so soul-filthy that it OVERFLOWS onto others. Blechhhh.

And, the thing is, the really PRACTICED sleazoids hide their true selves until they think they have you where they want you. Tough SHEET, OLIVIA (yep, that’s the Mom’s name), ever hear of ADULT FRIEND FINDER???

People that just want to USE others should get a public ass-kicking. A nice long one. Pearls before SWINE and all of that. I’d like to wrap those pearls around her arrogant neck. Oh, I am RIGHTEOUSLY offended, and have had over a week to really think about this. Something WILL be done and said about this, soon. And it’ll all be legal and suitable.

GRRRRRRRRRRR. I need a better BS detector.