Freakycrackpot

It will always appear that the grass is greener on the other hand. Your friends have boyfriends and girlfriends, they are happy and you are condemned for no apparent reason to being single. Good looks aren’t enough, personality isn’t enough nothing is…maybe I’m looking in the wrong crowd. Or it could be the lack of crowds in this case. Being an introvert really doesn’t help. I also seems that when you look for something you never find it. There is such a thing as looking too hard. It’s funny how things fall from the sky when you least expect or…don’t want it. This is what you call “Sod’s law” or in official scientific terms…murphy’s law.

It’s quite possible if i swear of guys, thats just when a hottie might turn up round the corner. Not that I need a boyfriend to be happy, Maybe I’m just too good for them. I think too deep for the average almost 18 year old, I’m too straight edge and I don’t act like trash. Everyone knows that they are all going to go for the easy girls…just typical. Well I don’t need a guy…I’ll just let life runs it’s course while I do my thing. Being me. Seems that reverse psychcology works wonders on overall life! Whatever life throws at me I’ll throw it back. If I keep falling over I’ll get back up. And when I’m lonely I’ll turn to my family and friends…I’m sure they’ll do a good job

I’m sick of having no enthusiasm to my homework =[[
and now I’m back at college. great.

I’m not going to cut my really long hair though…it’s probably longer than yours haaaa =P but I’ll get the fringe done. I’ve like had the same haircut for 7 years or more!!! I change is defo worth it. Might have to put some money aside though because I know my parents aren’t going to pay for it…they hate fringes. So what it’s my right…it’s not as if it will exactly kill anybody! haha. 17 and a half going on to 18…I can do what I ant at this point. well within reason. Damn i need the moneyyy though. I just spent most of it on christmas shopping..coz I’m nice just like that hehe ^^