I feel as if I have this big mess in my life, head and heart. As if I’m living the moment, but really not into me. I need to order and figure things out so I can start living inside of me again! I need to stand up again and regain strength to fight for what I want and believe…
It’s just that life itself seems so hard to walk on and even breathing seems like a tough job… I used to be so full of life, so happy about everything, and now everything lacks color. I’ve kept saying to myself, everything’s going to be OK, but sometines that seems like a true lie to myself.
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Finally finished it last night! Great book… makes you reflect on the importance and meaning of each relationship you have in life, even the smallest and quickest one. Everyone that destiny let’s you encountered has a meaning… until you’re able to find your soul mate or soul mates!!
I highly recomend this one!!!
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I want to stop beeing codependent and stop the feeling of wanting to make EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE better. I realize I’m not responsible for what people might feel or do, but when I try beeing sincere and hurt someone’s feeling I feel like crap!!! Seriously, I hate admitting it but I even go out of my way to make things better, even if it is something I may not want.
I thought I was over beeing like this but I guess I wasn’t. I stated going to therapy to overcome the feeling, but every time I talked about it, it made me cry and feel worse so I’ve dropped out of therapy a couple of times…
I want to better, I seriously want to overcome this and be mentally sane!!!!! Is it that hard??
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