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1. get over my phobias
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2. Make a cool real life friend via the internet
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3. be nicer to my mom & step-Dad
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4. have a several spiritual experiences
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5. meet more fangirls or fanboys nearby
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6. Meet someone worth meeting
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7. Have adventures with people, places and things
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8. accept that I don't have to be in constant control
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9. kiss you
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10. tell my dad I hate him
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11. Choose LOVE over hate, anger... I do have the choice and if hate gets you every time so LOVE will
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12. get a boyfriend
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13. stop stop stop it and get off this damn computer and actullay do something!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! some one stop me plez!!!!!!!
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14. ride an osrich, but only because someone else wants to and it looks terribly exciting
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15. learn to like people or at least act like it more
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16. i wanna get a better life and become an artist
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17. end the suffering and stigma of mental illness
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18. make a new friend
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19. invent a story like the lord of the rings
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20. act
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21. Read "The Lord of the Rings" again
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22. learn to be happy with myself, by myself, for myself
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23. sail
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24. complete a century when I am a century
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25. build a ship
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26. sail on a tall ship
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27. discourse on the supercalifragilisticexpialidociously awful aspects of 19th Century Antidisestablishmentarianism and its adverse impact on modern British society
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28. Visit Egypt, Israel, Turkey, Greece, Morocco,Eritrea, Mali and Lebanon
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29. be a better pianist
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30. write a book about mental illness
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31. know what it means to be at peace with not only myself, but the world (for all that it is, good and ill)
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32. Dance in the street like a musical
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Recent entries

get over my phobias

I have a phobia about talking to people 3 years ago

And of being made fun of. And of delving so deep into fantasy stories that I don’t live my life. (As Dumbledore so humbly reminded us “It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live you life.”)

Let me explain. I just came from S High School to C High and it is not just a big change, but a better one. However, things are still bad from last year, when I didnt have any friends(which is the reason I left it). I talk to people, I seem semi-normal, but I am constantly afraid that I wil get made fun of or get put down so I just laugh and agree with everyone else NO MATTER WHAT.

This makes people think that I have no brain. And well, truth be told, I don’t. Technically I do, but I just don’t use it.(I have TREMENDOUS talant on piano but I don’t even use it)

I am afraid of showing my real personality because if someone sees it, they may not like me. And then where will I be? FRIENDLESS! WITH NO FRIENDS! At least now I have…”semi-friends”......:-(

And the worst part is, that I have forgotten who I am bc I hid myself for so long. I can’t even talk to the closest people to me now.

Ioanna I can relate…..I feel like this is the first time I have ever had serious problems in my life and I have a better understanding of mentall-illness. Its not a joke. Do you still laugh at it?

Jan 10, 2006, 07:31PM PST | 2 cheers | 3 comments

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