Gem4ever




I'm doing 39 things
 

Gem4ever's Life List

  1. 1. be grateful
    223 people
  2. 2. Be more poetic
    2 entries
    5 people
  3. 3. write a book
    5 entries
    26,026 people
  4. 4. run a marathon
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    10,419 people
  5. 5. listen and love Leeland more
    1 person
  6. 6. listen to blue october more
    1 person
  7. 7. go to a Blue October concert
    1 entry
    8 people
  8. 8. Make new friends
    12,749 people
  9. 9. meet blue october
    4 people
  10. 10. To live instead of exist
    3 entries . 1 cheer
    10,882 people
  11. 11. watch a sunset with people I care about
    1 entry
    2 people
  12. 12. love myself more
    1 cheer
    620 people
  13. 13. be more romantic
    334 people
  14. 14. get a new nickname that everyone calls me instead of my real name
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    496 people
  15. 15. kiss in the rain
    1 entry
    14,599 people
  16. 16. Keep a journal
    1 cheer
    3,015 people
  17. 17. take care of my skin
    243 people
  18. 18. stop procrastinating
    26,940 people
  19. 19. Write a book about my life
    234 people
  20. 20. Be kissed in the rain
    3 entries
    811 people
  21. 21. record my dreams
    333 people
  22. 22. be happy, not on the surface happy, but deep down for serious happy.
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    125 people
  23. 23. participate in a protest
    332 people
  24. 24. watch every episode of naruto
    1 entry
    9 people
  25. 25. get my teeth fixed
    1 entry
    744 people
  26. 26. Find out what i'm REALLY scared of
    1 person
  27. 27. find out what to do ,what to do, what to do...
    2 people
  28. 28. find him again !
    2 entries
    10 people
  29. 29. be a better christian
    409 people
  30. 30. meditate daily
    3,978 people
  31. 31. Pray daily
    1 entry
    418 people
  32. 32. pray and meditate daily
    20 people
  33. 33. Read the Bible and pray daily
    29 people
  34. 34. walk in the rain
    116 people
  35. 35. walk in the rain with someone that I love
    3 people
  36. 36. Walk in the rain at night
    1 person
  37. 37. find myself
    1,795 people
  38. 38. find you
    27 people
  39. 39. Watch all the Sailor Moon Episodes, including movies, read all the mangas, watch Sera Myu and Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon
    385 people
Recent entries
stop thinking about suicide
Untitled 18 months ago

Ive stopped…..but not completey…....i mean , ur nver gonna stop. ull think of it no matter wat, even if not on purpose. But just remember this:

DO NOT FOLLOW THAT THOUGHT NO MATTER HOW PROFOUND!!!!!!



stop cutting myself (read all 5 entries…)
Best feeling ever!!! 18 months ago

I’ve finally…..stopped. And i don’t hav feelings 2 do it agian. My lifes gotten….better. I hav a loving boyfriend who will always b by my side if by some impossible chance i start cutting agian, and God will b there 4 me, always. I’ve gone a long way. I haven’t logged in 4 the longest time. And things hav change. But i would b glad and it would mean everything 2 me if i could just get 1 person….2 get out of that sinking hole. So if u need help…..just hit me up!!! gem1995@gmail.com



be happy, not on the surface happy, but deep down for serious happy.
Untitled 19 months ago

I need 2 be happy…..every1 tells me i always look like the happiest person alive, but in truth, i have the blackest heart anybody hasn’t or ever will see….. i need help…. alot of help…..



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