I'm doing 39 things
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18 months ago
Ive stopped…..but not completey…....i mean , ur nver gonna stop. ull think of it no matter wat, even if not on purpose. But just remember this:
DO NOT FOLLOW THAT THOUGHT NO MATTER HOW PROFOUND!!!!!!
Gem4ever's Life List
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1. be grateful
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2. Be more poetic
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3. write a book
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4. run a marathon
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5. listen and love Leeland more
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6. listen to blue october more
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7. go to a Blue October concert
1 entry8 people -
8. Make new friends
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9. meet blue october
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10. To live instead of exist
3 entries . 1 cheer10,882 people -
11. watch a sunset with people I care about
1 entry2 people -
12. love myself more
1 cheer620 people -
13. be more romantic
334 people -
14. get a new nickname that everyone calls me instead of my real name
1 entry . 1 cheer496 people -
15. kiss in the rain
1 entry14,599 people -
16. Keep a journal
1 cheer3,015 people -
17. take care of my skin
243 people -
18. stop procrastinating
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19. Write a book about my life
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20. Be kissed in the rain
3 entries811 people -
21. record my dreams
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22. be happy, not on the surface happy, but deep down for serious happy.
1 entry . 1 cheer125 people -
23. participate in a protest
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24. watch every episode of naruto
1 entry9 people -
25. get my teeth fixed
1 entry744 people -
26. Find out what i'm REALLY scared of
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27. find out what to do ,what to do, what to do...
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28. find him again !
2 entries10 people -
29. be a better christian
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30. meditate daily
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31. Pray daily
1 entry418 people -
32. pray and meditate daily
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33. Read the Bible and pray daily
29 people -
34. walk in the rain
116 people -
35. walk in the rain with someone that I love
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36. Walk in the rain at night
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37. find myself
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38. find you
27 people -
39. Watch all the Sailor Moon Episodes, including movies, read all the mangas, watch Sera Myu and Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon
385 people
Recent entries
Best feeling ever!!!
18 months ago
I’ve finally…..stopped. And i don’t hav feelings 2 do it agian. My lifes gotten….better. I hav a loving boyfriend who will always b by my side if by some impossible chance i start cutting agian, and God will b there 4 me, always. I’ve gone a long way. I haven’t logged in 4 the longest time. And things hav change. But i would b glad and it would mean everything 2 me if i could just get 1 person….2 get out of that sinking hole. So if u need help…..just hit me up!!! gem1995@gmail.com
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19 months ago
I need 2 be happy…..every1 tells me i always look like the happiest person alive, but in truth, i have the blackest heart anybody hasn’t or ever will see….. i need help…. alot of help…..
