Went out last night with ‘Tall Supermodel Thin Friend’ (TSTF) and then met up with ‘Petite Skinny Stripper Friend (PSSF) which ended up making me the ‘Oh my god if we want to hit on the other two girls we have to talk to the unfortunate fat friend’ (OMGIWWTHOTOTGWHTTTTUF)......you get what I mean. You really can never be too thin, and seeing as I am a person who will not admit defeat (and I am in all honesty an absolute bitch) I’ll make sure next time I’m the one who’s the better of the two. How will I do that you ask? By being thin
Till next week my lovelies
I ate…..I broke my first day I am an official lightweight.
This is irritating ok…last night I wrote an entry under the title ‘Mu5eRo5e’ about ‘the last pancake’ you get me? This morning can’t log on so today I have re-entered this chain under the name ‘Gi5ele’ but I am still….MR :)
It’s the afternoon and I have the flu which is great for me because I am not hungry. Its actually been a good day, lots of water, and tea have an awesome birthday to go to tomorrow night (limo and high class bar to attend snaps for me) and I think I may spend the rest of the evening watching crap, giving myself a facial, a Pedi and a spray tan, yay.
The only problem is can I last the night and not resort to a binge or an “I am going to be on the piss tomorrow night and if I don’t eat now I’ll be fucked so maybe I should’ syndrome. I want though it’s all good, I would be a flippin lightweight if on my first day I binged, and I haven’t even broken down yet. It is after-all only food, and the taste is only a sensation which one can quickly grow out of. It’s all about control. That’s my key word for 08…control