Gigglemee2005

So i had taken a little detour from writing. What a mistake! i had stopped in the middle of a realy good part and now i am back. writing brings a joy to me that is at the top, well only under God and his son and the bible. i enjoy it and feel that there may not be talent, but there is certainly passion in me for writng. so i suppose they will see my passion in writing and my passion will bring out a good book, a great book even. Optomistic certainly sums up what i have for myself today. which is good, because i need a good day.

i have a goal of having less of a chaotic mind and more of a peaceful and joyful life. bible says to worry less and give your worries to God. so i have begun this and they peace has come in small amounts. i just want to be able to stand still in a fast moving world, not all the time, just everyone once in a while. this may sound cheesy, but i am serious.

God is now in my life. So in that i have found an amazing purpose. My father calls me radical in a bad way, i say i am radical also, but in a good way. i am on my way to changing my school, no not me God, but i am here to serve him. In this all the other things, like homework, and boy problems are no longer my main focus. To further this thought, with these secondary and the pressure taken off. I give my grades to God and trust in him that he will help me with finishing highschool. Thus, God is everything and school is just something i must check off my list. So far school has been easy sense this. Jesus is the way.

i am on page 58 in the second book, still editing the first. Yet i still also love the editing process, i enjoy because i find my novel actually interesting. Which is all i could hope for anyway.

So it has been a couple of months sense i have been on this site. I really, really, really enjoy being single at this time. Boyfriends are not for me, so i will not write in this goal again..for a long time.

Now i have begun the editing proccess. I am suprized to say that i enjoy editing more than i thought i would. It brings me back to the time i wrote it and how i still like what i wrote. Brings back the enthusiasm for writing and the overall novel. i have also begun the second book to this first book. I decided i just wasen’t quite done and my character needed to live even longer and continue thier journeys. i am totally excited.

Also, i love tyler h.

yay for me! Right now i am doing research on how to publish books. i plan to write many more novels and have that be my main occupation (i am dreaming big for me)Over the next year i am going to read the novel out loud to myself twice a month and edit as much as i can. i am going to be sixteen in a couple of months. i plan to be prepared for the world of writing and selling novels. this is go to be hard, but rewarding. my exspectations are pretty realistic i think. i know what i am doing and i feel confident and on my way to big things. Go me!

I am so proud to say that. God, Jesus, The Holy Spirit have done miraculous things in my life. Prais him forever!

I have been reading the bible, its the religion I need to decide on. This is the diffcult part.

The good thing is that I have new ideas coming through my head everyday. Also I’m happy that I’m very talented at remembering the ideas. The bad thing is that it takes me forever and a day to decide on the best idea and write it down. Various people have told me that I could just change it later if I decide I don’t like a piece of my writing. However after 280 pages I have yet to change anything durastic. I love my writing. Which is sad because if someone editing later on says a character is not working and I have to write them off, well drama is bound to happen then. I have fallen in love with all my characters and they all have a purpose. So I will have to pray and hope they all work out, they are a part of me.

I’m learning and growing right now with the church and bible. It is all really amazing once you start to open your heart to it all. I will keep updating.

I’m struggling so much. I love school, I love teachers and learning. I hate turning in reputition worksheets, that basically means math. I’m also a writer that goes her own pace, I hate due dates. I wish due dates did not exist! I am done ranting. I will now go and mindlessly do a homework assignment.

Currently I have 42 chapters with seven to eight chapters in each chapter. I’m so close to being done!

Everything is moving slowly with my book, as always. I simply cannot write too quickly. It is like a painting each word is a precious stroke. When my novel is done I hope to have a masterpeice.

I wrote last night, yay for me. The end is near for my novel.

Today is Friday and that means stay up all night and write! I love Fridays, what a great day it has been for me too. :)

The reason i started this book was because I had so many ideas buzzing in my head. i tell stories to my brothers and i love to perform. A friend of the family was excited about one of my ideas and told me i should write it down. now three years later it just a few pages from being done. YAY for me!

This has been a good day.

I wrote a page last night. Yay for me! I’m not worried about time and how long I have been working on this book. No, I have taken my time, and I will continue to do just that.

For some odd reason I freaked out. I had to tell my friends about him. I had to tell my mom, and I haven’t told my dad yet. I just hate the looks and the thoughts and everyone talking behind my back. Whatever, maybe I’m paranoid. I just don’t want or need a boyfriend right now. Everyone says, give him and us a chance. I don’t want to though, some reason I’m putting way more pressure on myself then there needs to be.

I write everyday. Most of my time is spent at the computer playing solitaire while strickly thinking up whats going to happen next. My main focus is this novel right now, among other things like school… However most of my evening and weekends are made up of thinking and writing. I do alot of thinking, then maybe a page of writing a day, that is if I’m lucky. I feel on one side that I’m getting the hardest part done, I’m so close to being finished with the final draft. However of course there is editing and publishing. Publishing, hmmm, I’m not sure if I can do that until I’m eighteen or so. I’m not sure if I should be worried about the future yet or not. Or maybe even get it published before eighteen?

Yea um, this might not work.