There’s only so much you can hide under long sleeves. I got so sick of my friends telling me to stop doing it, like I immediately could or something.
I had to work for a few days as a waitress and to my horror the shirt I had to wear had short sleeves. I got so many questions about ‘who’s been scratching you’ and ‘how did you do that?’, I probably lost track of all the stories I made up. It made me so sad to see people looking at me like I was a freak.
Obviously, my mum found out around this time. She didn’t tell me to stop, because she knew my sister had done it too, she just told me to be careful. That made me sadder still.
In the end, to be honest, the important task is to learn to stop doing it.
Gloomy_sunday's Life List
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1. Help my friend overcome her depression
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2. Have an underground lair
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3. make a smaller ecological footprint
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4. live on a boat
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5. Visit Canada
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6. get a pet Duck
60 people -
7. tag my city with "You Are Beautiful" stickers.
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8. find 100 things that make me happy
123 people -
9. disappear
124 people -
10. save my fruit seeds and plant them in public spaces
7 people -
11. work for a museum of fine art just for the fun of it
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12. date someone who is in a band
7 people -
13. write a book and have it published
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14. model nude for an artist
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15. Learn to play the banjo
433 people -
16. not feel ugly
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17. Dye my hair a crazy color
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18. sleep under the stars
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19. be a great mother
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20. go skinny dipping
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21. Visit Ireland
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22. be a tea snob
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23. run away for a few days without telling anybody
190 people -
24. Go on a road trip
3,490 people -
25. Become Skinny
634 people -
26. design my own tattoo
4,486 people -
27. Worry less.
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28. compose more music
30 people -
29. write a poetry book
55 people -
30. be someone's muse
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31. live in a foreign country
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32. Stop cutting
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33. grow a garden
780 people -
34. learn to embroider
123 people -
35. dance in my underwear
15 people -
36. Be a crazy cat lady
68 people -
37. make people think
121 people -
38. Learn how to make my own clothing
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39. Be fluent in another language
216 people -
40. yell at a stranger
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41. Improve my photography skills
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42. To live instead of exist
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43. have no regrets
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In school I went on an exchange for four weeks to Mexico City (from the UK). It was the most amazing experience of my life, It was also the biggest culture shock of my life! I made some great friends. I think staying with a Mexican family is the best way to see Mexico as you’re more like an insider than a tourist looking in at a foreign culture.
When I was seven years old I decided I wanted to play the hammer dulcimer. In my experience, most people I’ve met think it’s strange and unusual instrument, but it feels so natural to me now. I also found that if you want to attract any kind of attention, you just start playing a hammered dulcimer, and most of the general public will stop still and listen, they are so fascinated. Makes me feel amazing every time. Now here I am, eighteen years old, and about to go off to college to study for a contemporary music degree. So there you go.
