I know its possible, but Im wondering whether its something you do concsiously everyday, or whether Im already subconsciously doing it?
People keep telling me that the moment i stop focusing on being with someone, then someone will come..? which a bit of a worry, does that mean, that I have to get to a point where I dont want to be with anyone at all? before I can be with someone? I think I need a starting point, and a focus…
Its kinda embarassing actually, to talk about these things, because it sounds like its consuming me, and maybe it is… but I think my main dilemma is… I do want to be with someone, but I want to be with the someone God has for me… and I want to do it properly, but for the life of me, Im not sure how to do that really…. blah… more later….
